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26 April 2oo7, Thuesday

Today miie didn't go school again...
hahax...
sowi...
coz iie overslpet...
woke up already 1pm plus...

Today iie miss called dar dar again...
when iie woke up...
but he didn't called back this time...
maybe he juz dun wanna bahx...
or maybe he's juz busy...
or he didn't notice...
hope he had fun with his fren again today...
my only wish issh for him to find happiness again...
without miie... he would be happier rite?...
i'm juz an unthoughtfull gf...
so it's better off without miie...
^-^

iie can't get him off my mind today...
iie miss him so....
so so much that...
iie dunno wad i've been doing either...

later around 6 plus, cp called miie...
we chat about wad happen in school...
was realli enjoying myself...
everytime she laught my heart feel at ease....
atleast she could laught...
and might feel better...
i'm juz glad she stay happi....
then heard she had a bit bit qurall with Cc...
so later when we hung up iie called Cc...
and asked how's her day too...
she told miie about da qurall...
well...
iie juz hope things aren't this way...
how iie wish badly with my heart...
that they could stay happi instead of quralling...
aren't everyone feeling da same?...
iie know all of u hope this would nt be happening...
and that everyone hope that everything would be da same...
like how it use to be last year...
enjoying ourself...
laught loundly in da puplic without a second thoughts...
those were da day we're seeking for again...
but there's prombles that we have to face be4 that day could come again....
iie hope these things juz clear out of our way...
dun u feel da same?... ^-^
let's work hard for it then...
if we do...
iie believe that day will come bewi soon...
*smile*

about miie and chen wee...
i'll be waiting...
for da day where...
iie am fit enough to be his stead again...
a stead that dosen't gib a second thought issh juz a burden...
iie am now doing all da changes in my life...
compare this with my previous entry...
guess u all would see da changes bahx....

i'm no longer da childish person iie use to be bahx...
iie juz hope this miie would be someone that everyone would feel comfortable with...
and that iie would be able to make eveyone happi...

Marshmellow waiting to be accepted by Chocolate again...
iie shall change and wait for da day that we would be together again...
as...
iie love you too much to forget u...
and too much to not be with u...
iie need u...