starting a new

28 April 2oo7, Sat

Today cp came my house to teach miie maths...
after that iie bath then go out with cp to have our dinner...
iie enjoy today alot alot...

iie ytd tag hao kor kor de tag board and asked if i'm realli a bad gf...
and iie got back da answer " ppl tends to take thinks for granted untill they lost it..."
iie guess you're rite kor kor...
iie have been taken lots of stuff for ganted...
all iie do issh complaining...
wad about miie...
iie did not even reflect on myself...
but after wad has happen...
iie finally woke up...
iie hab nt been treasuring things around miie....
all iie do was complain...
iie guess iie desreved it...
realli...
well...
it's hurtful...
but still...
iie feel better...
atleast....
iie would nt trap ppl in my world any more...
they're free...
and i'm trying to live my life to da fullest now...
even though...
iie still miss dar dar alot...
but iie guess...
things are better off this way....
iie should let go of da past...
and continue my life...
but even if it takes time to heal these wounds...
iie think it'll nt take bewi long...
coz...
iie hab da support of my family n frens....
thanks to Cp and Cc...
iie shall walk on my life and live my life to da fullest...
thank you dar dar...
for making such a wonderful fairy tale in my life...
iie look forward for da next fairy tale...
maybe with u.... maybe with someone in da future...
i'll look forward for that day...
but now... studies comes first rite?...
u guys might be surprize that iie said this...
but...
human do change...
don't they?...

iie heard some ppl say...
sometimes, triagic makes ppl stronger....
this that ture?...
iie guess so...
can iie can feel da changes in life...
iie might nt hab dar dar...
iie might nt cope up with my work...
but wad's da use of staying and and complaining how bad ur life issh...
when u dosen't do anything to change it?...
iie figure out that...
ur life issh ur own...
to build a beautiful fairy tale with hard work?....
or to enjoy life now and let it rott in da future?....
it's ur's to chose~...
so....
let's jia you bahx dar dar...
let build a better and brighter future~...

iloveyou...

dar dar....
we're free now...
and iie hope u'll set urself free too....
iloveyou dar dar...
iie realli do...
but dun trap urself up...
let urself free...
iie know u can...
plz...
stay happi~...
and i'll miss u~...
^-^