Our time together...

Monday, 2 July 2oo7

11.54pm

Today was suppose to meet huii yii n kiian tat...
duii bu qii...
didn't turn up in da end...
iie couldn't wake up...
and was scolded in da end...
sorry...
zhen de zhen de duii buii qii...
sowi huii yii babi and kiian tat kor kor...
duii bu qii

Woke up at 3 plus in da end....
my ah ma called and say later when she call again then iie walk towards her house to meet her to get smth that my mom wants...

after that iie went home and waited a while...
2 days ago chen wee ask to meet for a movies...
so iie called hiimx...
he was with hiis frens...
then...
iie tot he forgotten about meeting miie...
soo iie was sad...
and said i'll call back later and hang up my phone...
after a while he called back...
he said he's on his way to yishun...
iie was stun as iie tot he forgotten...
then chat with hiimx still he reach yishun then iie go to my house there de over head bridge look fer hiimx...
he not there...
iie look for hiimx around tt area but he wasn't there...
so iie stood by da bridge and waited...
thinking would he walk to my house there?...
where did he go?...
did he reach yet?...

a few mins later iie heard someone whisper...
so iie look around and then turn behind...
saw hiimx walking towards miie...
iie was so darn happi to see hiimx!
and yet abit worry becoz of juz now cannot find hiimx...
iie then say "iie tot where euu go... tot euu go where..."
then iie hug hiimx...
was so darn glad to see hiimx as juz now was kinda worried tot where he went...

so we walk to GV bought our tickets and went LJS...
he bought mam mam and before we ate he check da time...
OMG! we were late!...
so we gobble up our mam mam fast fast then smuggle da drinks in...
watch transformer...
it was nice~...
abit funny here n there...
like da robot/car bumber bee..hahax...
iie also want~... can change style anytime de~...
hahax...

after da movies we walk here n there till 10pm then iie got home...
we were lyk going to my house there de 7-11 then to mrt ther de cheers...
then buy waffer at da bread shop ten went shell's de 7-11...
he was lyk looking fer smth...
wonder wad was it...

oh! and...
chen wee~ euu still owe miie a Volka!
hahax...
iie want uhs~...

then after that he send miie untill my lift...
then iie saw my da jie...
heart was lyk saying "die die die die die!"
then iie walk in da lift and say, "wo da jiie" to hiimx bewi softly...
so we say bye and he walk away
then she walked in then we took lift up together...
open door n go in...

then later mama called then iie told her iie went out with hiimx lurhhx...
then surprizingly she neber scold...
lolx...
maybe coz iie own up...

then he online then we chat chat...
then suddenly out of da blue, we started to quarrel...
becoz iie was being too close to some guys...
it's my fault iie guess...
so fer hiimx... iie gotta delete u guys...
so sorry...
those who are close to miie...
iie gotta delete u all...
sorry guys...
iie know by doing so shows that iie am not a responsible fren...
not a fren that u can keep...
a fren that zhong sher qing you...

well...
it do hurt miie to...
deleting those who had been with miie when iie needed someone to cheer miie up...
iie am bewi selfish lyk tt rite...
haiiz...
but if by doing so make hiimx feels secure... iie rather do...
shawn...
ur advice iss realli good...
but iie dun hab those courage to do so...
u know miie...
and iie hope u know why iie am doing so...
duii bu qii...

iie know all da ppl who knows miie know how iie feel towards hiimx...
yeah... iie might not die without hiimx...
but...
well...
i loves hiimx...
iie dun wanna see hiimx unhappy and hurt hiimx any more...

there's alot more reasons why iie am lyk tt...
but those are better not be known...
iie feels bewi slpy now...
iie gotta go...
i'll end here...

._it hurts_. alot...

._sorry Shawn_.
._sorry Samule_.
._sorry Ansley_.
._sorry kiian tat kor_.
._sorry DevilPei kor_.[malaysia de]
._sorry Andrew Kor_.[even though neber talk to u online dehhx]
._sorry yan ting_.
._sorry joanna_.

haiiz....

here's a little smth for u all to enjoy...
a song from YUI

Tomorrow's way






2.00am