All Alone

no matter how hard iie try to not be alone...
i'll always end up alone...
and no one else...



today went school as usual...
school was bored...
PE lesson became revising lesson...
no choice...
our PE teacher is our form teacher n our bio teacher and our CME and PC teacher...
siianz...
school was lonely n boring as usual...
all iie can do is look from a far and stay with ppl who doesn't really welcome miie...
because iie have to and dunno wad else and where else iie can do n go...
no matter where iie go, who i'm with n wad iie do...
to them...
i'm always wrong...
a bitch, a slut...
so wad's da point?...

after school waited for panda they all n tell then iie will be habing chiness oral...
so they left...

and iie was left...
alone...
in my class...
with no one...
but myself...

was suppose to hab Chiness Oral as iie was absent once before...
only miie n Qi Yi kana...
siian....
iie was da only one to turn up...
about 2.15 lyk tt, after panda left...
iie went to my class...
iie looked out da window...
saw shawn so say shout good bye to hiimx...
then iie look out da window till around 2.20pm...
iie sat at hui ying's sit...
took out my black note book...
and wrote in my thoughts...
da book is almost full already...
left about 5 to 6 pages only...
so many thoughts n feelings...
haiiz....
waited in my class as da exam room is juz next door...
no teacher turn up...
5mins after da time where da oral suppose to start...
iie left...

got home...
cried a bit...
then fell aslp...
untill 6.50pm...
wake up had dinner n then tuition teacher came....
got a 2hr tuition...
tiring...
da 5th section...

then now blogging...



._NoOneCares_.
._NoOneKnows_.

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