Sweet-Sacriifice: Fly Up High

elloz....
came to blog again...
as iie am really bored...

these few days, i've been thinking alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot...
and when iie say alot, iie meant ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!!!
crazy miie...
enough of the alot...

iie finally sort out everything...
FINALLY!

hahas...
but...
bad news is...
iie still can't make any move...
da only move iie realli wanna make so badly...
is to backout...
iie wanna stop everything...
enough of pain n torture for everyone...
can't we juz stop it?...

do u think iie like hurting ppl?
do u think iie like being sensetive?
do u think iie like hiding stuff so much and sharing it?
I HATE ALL OF IT!
iie dun like keeping my own secrets from ppl...
this make miie so left out and so hard to live on...
with such a hard to control things, it's hard to keep it from ppl...
iie dun like it...
iie might feel happy about my own life now...
but iie dun wan thing to keep hurting ppl...
sometime iie juz wish iie can run to da top of the mountain and shout everything out!
atleast iie can say it out without letting them know and habing ppl think bad about miie...
iie hab no bad intentions alright...
iie dun like it either okay...
so stop thinking!><

iie go two choice... to be or not to be... hahas... yeap... iie juz hope things remains as well as now if iie made a choice... whether it's to be or not to be... iie juz hope things remains as happy as it is now without anyone leaving...

iie know my post these days seems so unclear...
ppl reading it doesn't know wad's really going on...
but this is all iie can share...
even though iie know not much ppl reads my blog...
but this is still all iie can share....