its my life

There~
changed my link lurhhx...
took miie a long time to think up a good name...
lolx...
as i'm so loving my old one...
lol...

gonna blog wad happen the past few days...

After SATURDAY's fight...
SUNDAY, iie meet kor in da morning to go Panda house...
kor stayed outside panda house as he didn't dare to go in so he hide at the stairs there...
miie went in then Panda got another laptop from dunno where...
so iie played kudo tag with he n his sis n his sis fren...
while chating about about kor...
wow...
he's realli angry at kor...
then iie told hiimx about sat thingy...
as kor say up to miie on want to say or nt...
while kor told joel nt to say...
lolx...

so joel's HP spoil due to the kick but joel hab to lie to panda as kor say nt to tell panda wad happen...
then when iie told panda about the story, iie totally forgot that he gotta lie about the hp...
so iie was like "uh oh"
so like abit sabo hiimx liiao...
panda was realli angry...
as joel was kinda close to hiimx...
he then ask joel call hiimx and he ask hiimx about his HP...
he kept asking about it but more lies juz keep coming up to cover the old one....
so panda was realli angry n told joel he know wad happen...
and hit the wall so hard iie think his house shake too...
*heart pain*
so he crap the phone and off it...

then went on play kudo thingy and then chat chat chat untill iie told panda about kor outside his house...
then he like abit worry lyk tt went out n look fer hiimx...
he was no where found...
we went up the floors n down the floors looking fer hiimx but he's gone...
so went back to panda house..
then chat chat chat a while...
iie then told panda scaly kor juz went down to buy mam mam eat...
and will come up again later...
then the next thing iie know, panda heard sound outside and look out and ta da~
it's kor kor~
xD
and then kor when *shy shy, scared scared* "er, hi~..."
lolx...
cute siial...
then panda when to his door and then open the door saying "haiix, come in lahhx"
then kor keep saying sorry sorry sorry...
lol...

at that time iie feel as if panda's like the big kor kor around us...
iie wonder why he has such a complex mind...
he see things so deeply n clearly...
aiis....
same birthday as miie but totally different person as miie...
iie hab such a simple mind...
iie do wad iie feel and neber realli think of hw it'll end up ...
ppl say stuff iie all believe...
and feel that iie shouldn't hurt someone so kinda use lies to cover....
but never tot that iie will only hurt ppl more...
aiis... enough of this...

then so panda still fren fren with christ lurhhx lor....
hahas...
but forgib hiimx or nt iie dunno lahhx..
hahas...

then kor left around 6 plus as he needs to go back to hostel...
then iie left around 7.30 or so...
actually dun wan hiis dad send miie home but his dad insisted so okay lurhhx...
then he send miie up till 6 floor then iie say bye bye...
he then called out to miie and ask miie wad iie am doing with noobies that day...
iie told hiimx in a summary form n went off...
he got home dehhx shi hou he ask miie again in msn...
iie explain throughly...

then iie tell hiimx he only put his hand on my head and pray to the Christian god god...
then he say things that got miie abit angry and sad...
so like quarrel liiao...
he even ask miie that iie should go kiss hiimx... =="
it's sad...
it's not like iie like hiimx okay..
it's not like i'm the one budding hiimx...

then end up he say those sad thingy...
and went offline...
iie dunno wad i'm thinking either...
iie juz took my key and my money and ran all da way from my house to hiis house...
marathon man... xD
dunno wad's my point of running when there's phone...
lolx...
but iie juz wanted to see hiimx so badly and tell hiimx wad he think is not true...
he is not such a person he said he was...
so iie ran...
got to hiis house waited for the lift...
but it took so long...
it's like waiting for the tree to grow money like tt...
so iie climb the stairs up instead....
hahas...
then finally got to hiis house but instead of properly explaining, iie cired...
hahas...
crazy miie...

so end up reaching home at 10 plus...
luckily mom not home...

juz now when iie got off the bus...
my leg stuck...
lolx...
pain...
so walk like a kid tt leg got prob dehhx...
plus iie miss my stop too...
x)
hw nice...
so walk kinda far...
and heng heng on the way back saw my chem teacher, Miss Siva...
walking towards my blk too...
so iie tried running abit bit to avoid her...

got home, bath then iie guess a while juii go slp lehhx bahx...

so MONDAY didn't went out...
stayed home play dota with panda n joel...
then joel plan on TUESDAY go watch movie tgt along with panda...
so iie agreed...
tt night joel n miie didn't slp as we worry the next day cannot wake up...
so plan wad to do tml and thingy n talk rubbish...
but at 7am, we still fell aslp...
and iie woke up at 9.30am
iie spam joel's house phone dehhx calls...
but hiis bro answer and iie ask to wake joel up but in the end...
nth comes back to answer the phone...
so iie hang up then went bath n the spam again..
no one answer...
so iie end up calling panda...
and he say he juz woke up...
==" iie shouldn't hab chiong my preparing...
lolx...

so end up meeting at 11.30am...
meet up with them but they juz stood there playing game...
so iie was left out...
yeah...
maybe, infact iie left myself out?...
as iie didn't went n join them see wad they playing...
but that screen is bloodily small...
two head already juz right...
three head iie douth iie can see anything..
and besides...
miie nt realli intrested...
xD

so end up got left out n stood there like an idiot so got a bit pissed...
then went to GV n bought ticket first...
guess they didn't even realize iie walk away either...
then bought the ticket and walk back...
then saw them walking towards miie from Mac there...
so pass them the ticket and they wanna go LJS eat...
so iie went along but didn't eat...
as iie dun eat LJS dehhx...
so fried...
but they juz bought drinks...

then later we went on to time zone play abit...
iie see them play...
the zombie thingy...
then later actually wanted to play air hockey...
but the thingy spoil...
so forget it, we went on to the movies...
then iie bought the nacho combo...
and we shared all of them lurhhx...
joel's pants kinda cheese~ xD
while panda shirt kana n miie issh jacket, hand and legs...
hahas...

after movies, we went to joel house watch horror movie...
dunno issh 28 days or 28 weeks...
lolx...
also zombiie thingy...
eeyer...
bloody...
scary...
iie keep on almost cried but held back...
hahas...

joel should hab tell miie that hiimx n panda already plan lahhx...
then that night iie dun nid waste my time go plan also...
worrying so much...

after that they play game...
iie watch them play...
but joel keep making the game go off by accident...
the result of making ur room so messy...
so they gave up playing PS2...

then joel watch a super super boring plus lame dehhx movie...
so end up everyone got bored and iie became prey...
they keep tickling miie...
iie almost died of laughter...
iie rather nt hab those kind of laughter...
lolx... then later after they got bored of tickling...
they went to mess my hair...
take blanky cover miie and mess my hair by doing the drying hair action...
hw nice....
but iie dun nid that...
my hair issh dry already lahhx...
iie always kana bully by them...
sat in the conner n kana torture...
then BANG goes my head...
iie accidentally hit the wall...

talk about banging my head...
iie think iie hit my head more than 5 times there...
lolx...
first time was freaking painful...
then the rest okay okay...
nt as bad...
lolx
first time is like fight with panda and iie somehow trip n fall backwards and "BANG!"...
imagine how great the pain was...
hahas....

then the day end with miie almost going botak...
as when iie comb...
"TANGLES!!!"
pull..
"OUCH!"
see
"WAD A BIG BUNCH OF HAIR
xD
hahas...

but there's one part where joel trip miie fall so iie was like falling towards the wall with joel falling on top of miie...
lolx...
luckily, panda was sitting near where we falling and save us with his right arm...
if not iie think iie in haven liiao...
but he hurt hiis right arm coz of that...
try habing 100 pound hippopotamus crushing into ur right arm...
pain~

then panda dad came n send us home after wards...
iie was bloodily tired after iie got home...
ahahas...
hw nice...
it help miie slp...
if nt the same words will run through my mind the whole night...

so, TODAY, obviously stayed home...
iie slp from last night 10.30 till today 3.30...
hw nice...
17 to 18 hrs like tt...
sweet~

THE END

so...
that's the end of the broken fairytale story...
it was never meant to exsist anyway...
iie was juz an extral...
that make his lifeworst..
infact...
the evil witch in the story...

anyways...
iie saw a someone add miie in msn recently and in the nick there two names...
Vivian and Zhen Hui iie guess it's no douth any more...
tt he'll be happier without miie...
iie dunno if it's hiimx but wadever...
iie dun care if it's hiimx or nt any more...
it's hiis life any way...
iie shall not bug in and creat8 any more trouble...
iie shall juz get a life...

well iie guess iie do hate myself alot....
iie no longer know who am iie any more....
lolx...
is this the real miie or is that the real miie...
we juz keep growing...
untill now, iie dun get who am iie at all...
lolx...

well...
some ppl say the biggest stranger is urself...
iie guess so...
hahas...

life goes on...
so iie shall walk on...

buaiis...
*sorry for the plain, long and boring post*

[[_it's my life_]]