no one deserve pain

everyone has a dream personality....
they would want to be someone else instead of themself....
even if it's juz a little changes...
some wanna be popular, some wants to be strong, some wanna be weak so that they could be protected...
while some juz wanna be normal...
short ones wish to be tall...
tall ones wanna be short....
chio ones wanna be cute....
cute one hope to be chio...

as for miie...
iie wanna be someone that everyone can accept and feels happy around miie...
someone kind and understandable...
but now it seems so far away...
iie am now being totally opposite of wad iie will be...
making two people around miie sad....


this world sure is imperfect...
imperfect human plus imperfect world...
wad a match...


iie neber thought i'll be in this kind of position...
playing the evil role...


no matter wad iie do...
iie will hurt them....
even if iie choose to let go of both of them...
in the end, it makes no different...
and iie will still needa choose...
no matter hw much iie dun wann hurt them...
i'll still end up hurting them....
why is this world so un fair...


iie juz want one person...
juz one person for miie to love...
for miie to treasure...
for miie to love hiimx with my whole heart...
but why did two came in my life....
iie dun like being the one to choose...
aiis....


no one deserve being hurt....
no one deserve being punish for following wad their hearts feels...
no one did anything wrong to deserve this kind of punishment...
no one....

aiis....
will my heart guide miie through...
iie wonder...
let's end it here...



today afternoon slp alot...
as last night didn't get must proper rest....
at night went out to hab dinner...
then back home rest a while...
Cp then msn miie that her maple wedding day will change to tonight...
my surprises aren't done yet...
so iie chiong realli hard...
but left two lvls juii can realli gib her surprise lurhhx...
aiis...
bought her wedding dress + crown and her dar dehhx wedding shirt n shoe...
but didn't manage to get in time for the wedding...
was late by a min...
siianz...
oh well...
ZuTaMenYongYuanXingFu...

end....


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