recovering?

Last night, iie cried myself to sleep again...
wonder why am iie feeling so sad...
is it becoz i'm too tired then iie any how think till sad?...
my sudden headach came back again...
every now n then my head will hurt alot alot alot for about 10 seconds then gone...
became quite regular these days...
and iie can't seems to sleep that easily at night anymore...
all my old sickness came back...
maybe iie should go consult a doctor to get pills or smth...

today iie DL a game called wonderland and played it out of boredom...
wonder what is install for me tml...
what would happen tml?
something fun?
something sad?
something ordinary?

ytd iie sudden tot of what iie could become when iie grew up...
maybe a story writter~
iie used to write abit abit of story here n there since sec1...
hahas...
but alot of them are gone now...
iie still remember sec1, Hx said he like listening to mjiie reading my story out...
hahas...
dunno why...
maybe cause iie simply has nth to say?
or does he realli likes it...
if iie were to tell Hx about this, he would said he forgot about this le...
cause iie used to talk about our pass to hiimx but he always said forgot le...
or maybe it's just miie who remember wrong...

now a days iie only eat one meal a day...
unless special things happen to make miie hab appetite to eat again...
ytd ate spagatti only...
the day before ytd, ate mushroom raman only....
today ate curry with rice...
ate that at 5pm dehhx...
but still feel dam full...
maybe iie ate too much rice...
iie lost weight le wor...
actually grew to 48kg...
but now 45kg le~
yay...

just now took a nap...
guess tonight i'll sleep late again...
Hx hasn't been online for 3days le...
he always does stay online dehhx...
as long as he's home, he'll be onli ne dehhx...
unless he go sleep or go out with frens...
but 3days straight le...
maybe he blocked miie from MSN....
maybe he deleted miie...
but why?...
does he hate miie that much...
what have iie done to make him hate miie?...
am iie realli that hateful?...
does he love me no more?...
haiis....



The day miie n Wee went to Beach dehhx photos...

sorry, sushi kana mess up as it's in my bag.

my hand

before we swim dehhx sky

when we swim half way he go take pic.

Wee draw dehhx.

when we are about to go bath.

The end of santosa~