Today woke up 7.30am.
prepared and meet Pat under my blk then go meet poh li.
made a bet with hiimx tt john will come.
and said he'll come.
then later miie, pat n pohli made a bet that who come first, XiaoWen or John.
iie say XiaoWen while they say john.
and then XiaoWen was like late by a few seconds only lor.
dam it.

didn't ask much ppl to donate.
dam pai seh.
this reminds miie of smth.
but iie rather nt recall it.......

after that, met pohli fren.
she's a butch.
DAM SUAII LAHHS!
iie wanna go cut hair n be a butch too.
so dam cool.
iie dun mind habing a gal as stead.
as long as we lover each other.
and gals can understand gals better lor.
lousy guys. xD

iie wanna be butch too!
but they say my face too girl like.
won't look nice if iie try to cut hair short like guys.
==" siian.
haiis...

still struggling to forget hiimx n trying nt to remind myself of hiimx.
trying my best to move on and stay happy.
and trying hard to nt see hiimx / look at hiimx.
because iie know it will hurt so dun wan see hiimx.
trying to study a lit bit harder for myself too.

all this trying sure do get miie tired.
there's still a bit of holes here n there in my life, an incomplete life.
but maybe, even just being incomplete, might be the best choice...

edited 3 pics and post in frenster le.
actually wanna edit someone's photos but...
iie think it's for the best i don't touch it nor look at it.
(=

i'll end here.

xoxo, Jasmine Ng Shu Wei

[[_a life fill with happiness from, frens, family and the one you love is IMPOSSIBLE_]]

._everytime when there are happiness, there will also be sadness_.