loving someone...
what does it takes to love someone?

the willingness to sacriifice for each other?
to love them n care for them?
to take them as who they are?
to understand them?
to be there for them?

how can u defined love as?
what is love?
what is love all about?...

iie dunno.
but it's addictive and painful...
sometimes, deadly.

i'm addicted to euu sweety,
i really am...
or was it all just my imagination?...

no one know when's it real n when's it not.
because sometimes our minds play trick at us.
and sometimes, even our hearts too.
and sometimes, our heart get tricked by our minds.
it's all so complicated.

wasn't it suppose to be a simple thing?
why has it become so complicated?

isn't loving someone simply means loving them n accepting them as who they are?
why is pain even involved?
isn't it just an extral?
or is god making a fool out of us?
enjoying show from up there?
making hi own drama series?...



today, went to school in the morning.
almost late, heng nv.
study n sleep in class...
damn tired n lonesome.
lols.

after school, went eat with gang n all.
stuffs happens n then iie went home at 3pm.
feel aslp.
then 5.30pm wake up.
prepare to go wedding dinner.

meet 3th aunt n took train down to AMK.
meet uncle simon n cousin n er jie.
then uncle simon drives us there.
eat alot n am very sleepy.
then after that uncle simon rive us home too.
got home, bath n put mask n all then online.
internet gt prob so ask er jie help me make.
then done le jiu online n chat wif wee.

haiis...
think totally gt nth to say.
keep asking crap question.
darn it, iie screwed up!
>.<

after that go blog the secret blog.
and now i'm blogging here.
gonna sleep le...

been habing headachs for days...
know tt its nt just any normal headachs.
becoz the pain feels so different.
either my brain is refunctioning or i'm just plain stress pain.
lols.

hao le, Wee asking me go sleep n he' sleeping too le.
chionging finish bloggin~~~
and now, i'm gonna sleep~!

*yawns*
nights guys.

xoxo, Jasmine wanna tell euu, iloveyou, Wee.