i guess....
Goodbye are ment to be forever.



Sayonara...
























Yts went to ton at Joe&Jas house wif erzi & Hx.
Went home around 12am plus, dad pick me up then bath n pack bag n all.
then 4am took cab down again.
everyone's nt aslp yet, chat a little then we slowly fell aslp.
9am wake up then chat a lit again then i alone fall aslp back while the others play PS2.
wake up 12pm zun zun.
then chat n play till 1 plus then went to hab brunch @ SunPlaza.
finish food liao went arcad play.
play photo hunt.
hahas.
5 ppl play one machine.
[x




after that raining heavily.
went back yishun then rain too big liao, lazy go home alone so went khatib instead.
went Hx house & bath n chat with him till 6plus.
then went home.

got home, sleep.
9.30pm wake up.
play War3 wif Hx as the other's are all aslp i think.
played Rabbit VS Sheep, Castle Fight, FF8[RPG] & MooMoo.
play castle fight dehhx shi hou kinda cao jia...
but after the game end, everything okay liao.

after MooMoo, Hx tired liao so he go slp.
so i come blog.

Been watching 不良笑花 (Miss No Good) this few days.
now going to watch ep7 le oh~
hahas.
some anime like SkipBeat, Toradora, Macademi Wasshoi also not bad.




*RAWR~!*i'm starving~
If onli i hab a hubby then i can meet him out for supper.
then there will be no more lonely meals for me.
woo hoo~!
[x




Neber mind.
i shall bear with it for now.
my Prince will come one day de.
no rush no rush. (:
i've been single for like 5months le.
2 more weeks to 6month.
and i'm still kinda enjoying it. [x

Wha, someow, i notice i've changed ALOT since i & Hx gt close last year.
DAMN...
i dunno who am i any more le.
even the way i talk also diff le.
some kor say they dun realli see the xiao mei mei in me that much any more.
wo chang da le wor~
like jie jie liao.
T^T i dun want become old lahhs.
i dun care, i dun wan become jie jie, i wan rely on ppl, i dun wan make decision, i wan ppl pei me & make decision for me.
T-T but all these are so unrealitic...
zho mo ban...

i very scared i go ITE next year...
if i go ITE = New school, New class, New classmate, New teacher, New frens, New me, New studies = NO ONE TO PEI WO/ TO RELY ON. T^T
wo pa pa lahhs...
zhe mo ban???...
haiis...
juii ming arr~


but wadever it is, if this is the last christman i'm spending wif my gan family, i wanna make it a happy, enjoyable and unforgetable one. (:





[[_imissyou_]] sounds stupid
[[_iloveyou_]] seems dumb
so that mean, i'm an idiot? [x



xoxo, Jasmine desu.
Oyasuminasai. (:






P.S: Looking back at the photos, i cant help missing you and everything in the past. Time will never turn back & this is how it should be from now on.