My Days

30 Jan 2007, Tuesday

Alot stuff happen recently...
For the first few weeks of Jan, my tenper aren't bewi stable...
Always get pissed bewi easily...
Dunno wad happened to miie but realli hope that these will stop...
And so, luckily, iie gt better this week...
Didn't get pissed nor threw my tantrums at any one ler...
Was so happi that my moodyness issh gone~ [=
Well but still, there's alot of un solved stuff...
In the days of my moodyness iie gave alot of hopeless words to ppl around miie... It's like totally the evil twin of miie...lolx...
So now, since i'm okay already, iie wanna gib them word of hopes to make them feel better...
But ofcoz, i've gotta think of a way to solve all these stuff too...
All talk no action also equal to nothing... =P
These few days neber blog coz kinda busy and restless...
Alot of thoughts running through my head...
And now, i've solve one of my own probs, i think iie can manage the others together already too~
Well...
iie know alot of u wanna know about wad's bothering miie all thses time...
It's nth big realli...
Juz that the probs are nt only one mahx...
So end up making myself all stress up...
But well... Let's talk about the one i've solve already...


Miie and Dar and my Mom

Well...
It's juz that i'm steading with my dar while my mom wants miie to break with him...
i've been caught several times by my mom that igo out with dar le...
Dun wanna make another issue again...
i'm realli stuck then...
dunno wad to do...
iie wanna study, wanna be good, wanna have fun and wanna have my own freedom at the same time...
Yet, being with dar is already one very big issue with my MOM...
And that distrust miie... =="
realli hate nt being trsuted...
And being suspect in everything i've done...
those realli pissed miie off...
And make miie realli guilty....
So thought of wanting to stop our relationship...
Yet, iie dun bear to leave dar dar...
Miie realli love dar dar alot...
i dun wanna lose him...
iie realli loves him alot...
even if u all can say "u n him seems like nt that close lehs"
But in my hearts, no matter how far we are, iie know i'll always love him de...
Unless when things have to be let go of...
I'll let go de...[=

Well, back to topic...
So u see, i'm in a very tight situaction...
It's seems rite that study comes first...
But...
it seem that it has no different weather iie gt stead or dun hab stead...
Coz we are totally so far apart...
How could he even distrub my studies?...
Maybe coz iie think of him then lose soncentration?...
Rubbish!... iie know hw to put my heart to wad i'm doing at...

So now...
iie came to an ideal...
Since he won't and can't distrub miie during lessons...
It'll be totally fine to be with him...
And most impotantly, i muz know wad to do n wad nt to do...

so....

MOM! Believe miie on this will ya?...
But that doesen't means iie dun nid ur strickness any more~
I still need ur nagging once in a while...
Maybe even every day once... =P

Fairy Tale

To: My Ke Ai De Chocolate Wang Zi~

Darling,
sometimes we might nt be able to see each other face, hear each other's voice, hug each other tightly... But never forget that our hearts are connected and i'll always love you...

Darling,
although we have alot in common but nt to forget we also have alot un-common... But dun worry about it as we loves and accepts each other as who we are...

Darling,
iie might seems like iie dun care, iie dun mind and iie dun apreciate... But true enough, iie care more than any thing, iie mind more than any thing and iie apreciate every single stuff given from u...

Darling,
iie do love you, iie do worry you, iie do miss u, iie do trust u and most impartantly i do wanna be with u for da rest of my life~ ... iie wants u more than any thing in da world!

Darling,
iie dunno if we are faith to be together or wadever... But iie still wanna let u know, even if it's juz a passing wind or a permanant relationship... Let's walk on together... No matter wad faith has for us... iie hope u never forgets miie...


From,
Marshmellow Gong Zu


Signing off - Slpy... >.<