idiots...

Disappointment every where...
aiis...
wad's fun about smoking...
the more iie see and hear about them...
the more disappointed iie am in them...
so everything were juz lies and play and a replacement for boringness during holidays?...
now iie can see the problem with guys...
the lies n excuses they makes...
sound fun doesn't it?...
just staying with us for the sake of staying...
not becoz they realli treat euu as someone important...
how used iie felt....
i've always been used any way...
from sec 1 till now...
it never stops...
well...
i'm unlucky then...
hahas....

let's say iie gave up...
i'm enough disappointed in them...
please dun come back to talk to miie...
can can no longer supress those feelings...
i've cried for two guys for the same reason on two different days...
they juz dun understand...

how dumb iie am to used to take them as my brothers...
it was juz a name after all...
dun juz can't understand how important that word brother meant to miie...
and can see how hard iie am trying...
iie felt like a family then...
but guess they dun...
miie n hx were nt even important then...

want to smoke juii go smoke...
iie won't say euu all liiao...
euu stress juii smoke?...
this is just an excuse...
iie used to gib that excuse too...
iie juz wanna play bad by smoking as it's looks fun...
but overall stress IS JUST AN EXCUSE...
look down in ur heart n feel it lahhx...
if iie smoke and tell euu coz iie stress u will angry not?...
if iie never smoke before n iie started smoking...
u will disappointed a not...
and worst come to worst...
i got smoke but keep telling lies say i never smoke till now then i say i got smoke...
u will sad not?...

i'm being in the middle now...
this side nt happy another side also nt happy then one extal one suddenly say he smoke and cannot be like how we used to...
hard not the position?
wanna pull three ppl tgt...
one cannot trust them any more another stubbon and egle bubble another one dunno wad....
always say he peace and say he always middle man...
but in ppl view...
obviously not realli...

now iie see the different in gal frens n bois frens...
guy fren full of lies n excuese, being a fren for the sake of it only...
gal fren irratating and hard to please...
humans sure is a troublesome bunch...

forget it...
say iie give up liiao...
and this is the last time...
dun come talk to miie...
iie dun wan shead tears for ppl who dun care...
bye idiots...

si bei act cute...
can help miie box my face?.. xD