No more hopes for me (=

Today morning wake up around 6.10am n chiong preparation n then meet Pat n went school tgt.
Bought mam mam to school thinking tt i could share it with everyone...
But end up only Me, ahPoh nPat came.
the rest all MIA...

Today damn guaiis, very attentive in Eng class.
After eng class, iie saw christ kor n talk to hiimx.
ask hiim how's his bouquet of lollipop as last monday he sms miie asking if there's any place where by he can buy tt right now.
This kind of things needa order before hand one what.
So iie suggested to hiim to go buy alot of lollipop n bring to the flower shop n ask thm to help hiimx wrap into a bouquet.
He replied that he hasn't buy it yet.

After that, Miss Moh walk pass n pulled my bag along with me n drag miie back to class.
LOLS.
It was her period already n she dun wan miie to be late.
So ya.
Then instead of teaching us GEO, she taught us SS as this two sub are combine tgt dehhx.
So she wanted us to get better marks so she used her period to teach us SS.
In the middle of her class, Daniel msg miie n iie forgot to off my HP silent.
X_x so she confiscated my HP again n returned it after her lesson.
After her class, she sayang sayang my head to ask miie try nt to absent myself that much as N level's comming in 20days time.
All iie could do is nodded my head.
Am happy though. (=

After that was PE.
While sitting outside one of the first floor class[3ta], iie was talking to santina n saw XueYan walking pass towards her class.
Was staring/looking at miie all the way lahhs.
Then when Santina walk away, iie stare back lor.
Then she look away.
SEE SEE SEE, never see before izzit?.
What iie do sia.
iie gt reason to hate euu but do u hab reasons to hate me?
by right, iie should hab stop disliking euu le lor as i'm TOTALLY OVER UR "GAN GE" HX!

forget it, i'll just ignore the pathetic act of little gurls.

after tt, juii recces, MT, Math n VE.
then school ends le.
Went eat lunch with, Pat, Qiang, Kailin, ahPoh & WenLing.
After tt, went home, bath n use com a while juii fall aslp le.
Utill 8pm wake up then eat dinner n study le lor.
Study math algebra, standard forms n all. LOLS.
Study half way...
WEE TALK TO ME. (=
happy happy.

finish talking le juii feel motivated to study le.
so continue study lurhhx.
Didn't do much prat ice.
Rather, iie listen to the explanation online more.
Went through GEO too.
My fav sub.
Hope can score high high then the other sub can hab more point to spare.
ENG n FnN.

This year need 3 subject, including ENG to be 10 points n below.
supposing, it'll be easy to pass if iie gt study.
I'm aimming on ENG, FnN and Combine Humans now.

Alot of my frens advice miie that if iie dun like studying or know tt iie am nt gd in studying, i shouldn't go up sec5 as i'll be wasting one more year.
I'll end up going to ITE again n spending another 2yrs then go poly.
Because O level is gonna be three time harder than N levels.

But alot of ppl ask miie dun go in ITE as the ppl there usually will influwence miie to not study n i'll turn bad.
And they keep asking miie to pass N levels n must go up sec5...

aii yoos...
Zhe mo ban...
iie wanna pass N levels but iie know i am nt the type for studying dehhx...
iie wanna go up sec 5 but iie scared iie fail my O n end up wasted 1 more year...
>.<
heachach lahhs...

TML meeting Christ Kor, Joel di & Edbert after school to watch movies.
After that juii go home n study study study.
Sat, morning 6am meeting pat n christ go running as now i dun dare run at night le.
Then after running, i'll go home bath n go study with CP & HYing at XueLin jie jie house.
i'll leave her house at 4pm n go home bath again.
then 6pm, iie will go to church with Christ kor.

LOVES MY BUSY LIFE!

Very long never step into a church le.
The last time iie went to a church was with my sis.
We went to city harvest church.
That place DAMN BIG.
xD

I'm currently enjoying the lollipop my sis gave miie.
YUMMY!
Love lollipop.
After finishing this lollipop, i'm gonna go brush my teeth n go to bed~

OYASUMINASAI DARLING! (=

._i've learnt to not gib myself too much HOPE_.
no hope = no disappointment = no fall = no pain = no tears = no sadness

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