A FUCKING LIFE

16 Feb 2oo7, Friday



Wad's the fucking problems with all the people around miie?
They all went fucking depress and stress...
Wad the hell...
Why can't humans think of the posetive and negative together instead of juz da negative?...
Wad's the fucking problems with thinking and analysing both at da same time?.. Can't their chee bye brain go to work on such little things?...
Can't their brain work as well as their lan jiao/chee bye issh?...
Cannot solve then dun think about it lahx!
They can buy pretty stuff and throw it away when it turns ugly...
Why can't they do the same to their fucking problems?..
Cannot solve then thow it away lahx!
Wad's the use of thinking so much about it and making urself way older... Thinking is a go excersise for ur brain but this kind of thoughts are super na bei nor...
Wad's the use of thinking when u can't solve it?...
Wad's the use of thinking when it didn't help a lit bit at all?...
Cannot no help that means cannot help le lahx...
Think think think then in da end say wanna die, depress,going crazy...
FOR WAD IN THE MOTHER FUCKING HELL IS DA USE OF THIS!?!?!
It's so darn cheey bye when iie go to ppl's blog and read....
"iie wanna die, so much stress, no one understand, dunno how much iie can stand it..."
WAD THE?!?!?
Dun tell miie u all won't du lan every time go ppl blog, "stress, depress,die,crazy" it's like, FUCK LOR!
u read liaoz, u sad, but u can't do any thing about it...
Exspecily when u know some of the problems are cause by ur ownself to other ppl...



i know iie have been gibing some problems lately...
-Growing further from CP
-Hui Yi hates miie
-Hardly been with Cheng Chin le....
-stubbon
-potent school Wad the hell?...
-irrates ppls

Chee bye lor...
wad's the mother fucking problems with miie?...
Shall iie extict from this world?...
Tell miie one word stright "U SHOULDN'T EXSIST"
And i'll get it strignt and get out of ur face FOR LIFE LAHX!
iie dun nid a fake smile...
iie dun nid a fake fren....
iie dun nid lies to make my life better....
iie know alot have been hiding from miie...
alot ppl are trying their best nt to let miie get hurt...
making miie feel better...
But wad's the use of life for nt leting miie get hurt and learn?...
Scold miie all u want, Gan miie,Kao miie,wad ever lahx!
i'll take it! Want miie leave, say...
Want miie die, say...
Want miie get out of ur life, SAY!
But if u wants miie to change...
Then sorri lor...
Go fuck ur mother chee bye first lor...
i am who i am...
i won't change for any thing or any one...
i'll juz grow as wad and how lifes takes miie on...
And that's miie! iie dun request for any change of u all too...
juz wanna let u all know...
That...



I CARE FOR U ALL!
BUT WAD'S THE FUCKING IDEAL IF IIE CANNOT DO ANY THING TO HELP?
I GET U ANGRY SAY LAHX!
I RATHER IIE HURT THAN U ALL GET HURT RITE?...
U ALL BEEN KEEPING MIIE FROM BEING HURT FOR A LONG TIME LIAOZ...
IT'S ENOUGH ALREADY!
LET MIIE TAKE IT ON THIS TIME!
WHY IN THE FUCKING ASS CAN'T I?