It's juz miie...

Yeap, i've changed my blog skin...
is it nice?...
Bet it is...
iie spent quite some time on this bloody skin though...
it's hard to find it n edit it and ii've even changed my Cbox colour...

Oh well...
Today went to hab breakfast with Panda and Light Bud ...
Waited for Bamboo's called as we might wanna go watch movie...
But nth comes...
So meet Bert at interchange n went Panda house...
Greeted Panda's mom then we went on playing PS2...

Played till 4 plus then bamboo came...
then 5 plus went eat dinner...
6 plus went Safra play dance dance...
lolx..
then 7.30 went home...

had a fight with mom again...
Oh well, should hab went home instead...
haiiz...

When iie got home iie helped mommy to sweep da floor n mop da floor...
hoping she won't be that mad...
iie dun want her to get angry or anything...
and i'm not doing these coz i'm scared of not getting pocket money...
iie juz dun wan her to be angry...
this might sound weird even though iie was da one to made her angry in da first place...
it's juz tt iie followed my mind, wanting to hab fun with my frens instead of choosing wad my hearts says...
"dun make mommy mad"

haiiz...
another silly mistake made by da silly miie..

Miie n dar dar broke up yesterday...
oh well...
things might be better off lyk tt...
iie wouldn't hurt hiimx any more...
and he could finally be free from miie...
being with miie issh hard work isn't it...
i'm a brainless gurl who doesn't think before iie do anything...
and always needed forgiveness...
it's so hard habing miie as a gurlfren isn't it...
and wad made things worst issh tt we grew so far apart...
i'm juz not good with long distance relationship...
or am iie juz not good with maintaining my relationship...

maybe it's better for miie to stay out of relationship for now...
oh well, guess so...

i've been thinking alot lately...
if iie were to like someone else n someone else were to like miie back...
iie might not wanna stead...
coz i'm afraid tt when u stead with someone then tt person would change....
coz in their eyes there's juz plain love...
not frenship..
and things will grow sensitive...
like u like tt person as in when they're lyk ur frens and even though they might try to hold ur hands somtime or get close to u...
but tt's how u lyk tt person...
not lyk we're stead so u cannot be mean to miie cannot beat miie cannot stand away from miie or wad so ever...
lyk wad iie said before...
in a relationship, frenship issh important...
very very important...
so for tt...
iie might 'kao lue' not to stead...
lolx...

oh well, tt's all for today lurhhx...


._Jasmine signing out_.

10.50pm