miie n Randoms

6 Oct 2oo7

iie dun think i'll be blogging about today bahhx...

juz wanna post another random post of my thoughts n stuff...
you know miie...
some of my thoughts...
iie realli love to write here to share...
but some, iie rather keep it to myself...


i've been thinking alot lately...
and there's alot...
and when iie say alot, iie meant ALOT of stuff that iie could bring it out...
dunno wad to do about it...
and hope...
everything would not hab started..
and maybe even, miie not existing...
so that...
iie would stop hurting ppl and bringing misfortune to ppl around miie...
iie juz hope iie would swoop my life with someone who wanna live more...
my dead sister would be good...
hahas...


iie dun wanna be da one living...
iie hate myself...
iie hate who iie am...
haiiz...


iie dun wanna be here anymore...


i'm waiting for someone to be able to take miie and fly away together...
free from sadness, problems and everything else...
no more thoughts, no more feelings...
nth!...

why my life has to be do dramatic...
why my life be like a broken fairy tale...
why can't iie be like some ppl...
a normal one...
not a broken one, nor a fairy tale at all...
juz, normal...


iie know iie am emotional...
and thinks alot...
not that clever...
and ever clumsy...
can't make up my mind...
can't understand my hearts...
iie do hate myself too...
but wad can iie do...
iie can't die...
but iie can't wait to die...
if only a death would not be painful at all...
and that ppl would juz forget about miie...
and iie would be able to forget about myself and everything...
so no one's in pain...
not even miie after death...


but on well...
impossible...
i'm crazy huh...
emo miie...
for nth also emo right?...
on well, not nth...
there's alot...
juz that no one knows...
nor do iie wanna let any one know...
there's not such a need...


wad is love any way?...
wad's the true feeling of love any way?...
can any one tell...
no one could...
usually...
they juz take wad comes and that make them feel loved...
all humans are lyk tt...
but is it realli love?...
or juz an illusion on human that are created by themself....
haiiz...
maybe adults are right...
we dunno wad's love at all...
all we know are da basics...
but wad's the real thing?...
it's still far from reach...
hurt,pain,tears...
fun,joy,laughter...
love,time,care,concern,trust...
all da basics...
we haben reach da dept yet...
not one of us at all...
haiiz...





born to be a [[_ CRYBABY_]]

oh well...
haiiz....
that's all for today....



._GAL_.

._Plz Dun Ask Miie Why_.
._Or What_.
._iie wouldn't ans_.
._nor talk about it_.
._nor reply_.
._nor care_.
._nor show it_.

iie am a cry baby...
but...

._iie would not cry_.

in front of euu...

[[_CoPyWriTTerEd, JasmineNgShuWei_]]
[[_DO Not Copy My Stuffs_]]