just miie

it's been a while since iie last blog...
hahas...
nth much to blog these days... pai sehh....
kinda lasy too...
Monday to Friday are tiring...
always feels sleepy during weekdays....
oh well...

Mr Joel Kool gave miie his 'last letter' and inside it's written:
"Please forgive Christopher, he realli wants to be your fren"
smth like tt...
aiis...
should iie say he's dump or stupid?...
nvm...
should iie gib them another chance?...
aiis...

been absent from school three days this weeks...
aiis...
these few days, sometime things run though my mind and made miie real sad....
sometime iie realli dun understand why...
and end up with no answers...
but sometime habing an answer doesn't matter any more...
but this always continue down like a cycles...
my confidants has always been low...
and sometime...
it just gets lower...
and lower...
but sometime...
when small happy things happen...
my confidants can suddenly be raise up so high unexpectedly...
oh well...

in class, Santina has become someone iie couldn't be without in school...
without her in school, ii'll feel lonely and all
hahas...
she has become a fren to depend on...
maybe iie spends to little time with her after school...
maybe we should go out sometime...
oh well...

i wonder if writing about Wee in my blog will be unfair to Wee or nt...
saying letting go but my blog still writes about hiimx...
is it evil to do so?...
he's someone that iie can never forget though...
iie put everything behind but iie can never forgets hiimx...
nt even able to be a fren is kinda sad...
but maybe it's better this way...
coz even though iie put the past behind miie but if iie sees hiimx with other gals...
i'll definitely be sad too...
oh well, enough of this talks...

my studies aren't good these days...
i'm dead...
feels restless these day...
like no heart to learn anything....
motivation's there but heart's isn't...
wonder where it went to...
i'll just gotta try harder iie guess...
enough play time...
time to get serious....

KAMBATTE SHU WEI!
hahas...