Sweet-Sacriifice: Unwell

Today went do CIP...
Donation for the Disabled People...
Meet Andy,HYing and Pat this morning...
After that meet WQ kor...
Then went the NeeSoonCC near GV dehhx to take the container...
after that we went GV watch movie first...
after that we went ChongPang ask ppl donate...
iie very pai sehhx...
then we sat down at the coffee shop...
Andy bought mam mam while WQ kor treat miie ice-kachang...
then iie eat half juii bao le so gib the other half to kor...
so kor ate 1 and a half bowl lurhhx...
while we sitting down, got some kinda uncle and anuty donated $2 to eat of our container...
so nice of them...
then iie ownself gt dig coins from my wallet to tong in the container...
after that we walk walk around, slack slack then go back return the container...

After we return the container, we went NP walk a bit then proceed to Tamp again...
it's the 3th time this week...
Wednessday miie n XiaoWen went there to cut hair...
The next day Miie,XiaoWen,WeeTeng,HYing,Pat,Andy,WQ kor all go Tamp...
Bring Hying to cut hair...
he turn out to look abit like korean ppl...
lolx...
after that we went back Yishun and slack at Andy's house the playground till 9.45 lyk tt juii go home le...
Then today go again for fun...
walk walk...
somehow iie like it there...
think it's coz of the memories and it's the place where one of my true love lives...
iie hab two true love so far...
lolx...
then 8 plus went home...

now i'm online n blogging...
been talking to frens about Dar...
some ask miie to break some just go =="...
iie dunno...
he just dun auto call miie, auto look for miie, rarely sms miie, rarely bring mie out tgt with his frens, dun like being close in public, most of the time only say iloveyou or msg iloveyou only if iie said it first and dun sweet talks,dun realli stick to miie,quarrel with miie quite often,dun understand how iie feels and all only...
said he's totally opposite of Wee realli is opposite of Wee...
hahas...

well, now the more iie think of it the more sad it is...
but is he realli siian of miie already?
or is he just lyk tt...
what if he's realli lyk tt?...

Actions speaks louder than words but...
aren't feelings more important?...

If iie realli break with hiimx coz of this reason aren't it too guo fen?...

What if he's just too shy?...

Maybe he just nt used to it?

There's so much questions in my mind...
and the more iie think about it, the more fear is created...
now iie kinda fear hiimx abit...
nt of losing hiimx...
but iie dunno...
iie never had this kind of fear before...
even iie can't explain it...

dramatic isn't it?...
but iie can't help it...

GOD, save miie!...

haiis...
~~Life sux~~...

11.49pm:
Dar went to Joel house ton never tell miie....
Feel sad...
It's always like that...

Rawr!