No longer alone...

I'm back!
Just now after blogging, iie went out with PohLing~
We were both dead bored so we decided to go out to do homework together...
Not saying it's realli that entertaining...
But still, iie enjoy the time we had together...

Meet PohLing at 4pm but end up meeting at 4.30 both of us were a bit late...
then went to woodland library and did some homeworks tgt...
but mine's maths and her's other subjects...
untill it's around 6.30pm, we decided to go see the sunset at sembawang beach...
but we were late...
so we end up playing with the sand and cleaning the wet bench with papers that she dun need it anymore...
we were near a couple of police and they were looking at us wiping the bloody bench...
we just keep giggling as we thought it was kinda funny...

stare at sea n do nth...
end up realising the rain's about to come so went back to sun plaza meet up with joel...
Had our dinner while joe crap with pohling...
just watching them craping makes miie laught like hell...
enjoyed it!

Miie n joe talked about it...
iie do wonder...
am iie a burden?...
am i no fun to be with?...
or wad other reasons is there to let miie stay alone at home while he go out with his frens?...
no bad intentions realli!
iie just do wonder wad is he thinking?...
why wouldn't he bring miie along?...
iie just need an answer that iie can accept...
am iie always bothering hiimx?...
ii'm confused...
iie realli dunno wad's his thinking anymore...

i've always solve alot of whys myself..
but this why can't be answer by miie...
iie just dun get it...
he wants some time with his friends without miie?...
am iie a burden that would disturb he and his frens?...
or does his frens avoid hiimx more when he's with miie?...
is it harder to talk with miie around?...
iie wants some answer...
but iie dun dare to confront hiimx...

it's not like iie douth hiimx or smth...
it's nt like iie think he's lying to miie or wad...
iie totally trust him...
iie just do wonder why...

maybe iie just thinks too much...
guess so...
think iie think too much le bahhs...
hahas...

today iie solve a why myself...
iie finally know why iie missed Wee every now and then...
and why iie am trap with the decision of choosing between them during NOV...
but iie won't say it out...
it's a secret~ *smiles*
hahas...

wad is every gal's dream boy?...
a kind n sweet gentleman?
a cool and protective man?
or both?...
who don't wish for both?...
but too bad...
this kind of guy doesn't exist...
but iie met both of this type of guy...
almost at the same time...
and BOOM!
there goes nth...
hahas...

The View Of The Beach...