Today didn't manage to wake up for school.
See, like iie predicted last night.

Am home for the WHOLE DAY.
it's a sad day for me today.
EMO day....
Being alone is just sad.
i can't imagine life without my frens.
it'll be terrible.
no one would be there for me and goes out with my and accompany me like how i accompany them.
Food does taste better when eaten with people. (=

i've been repeatedly telling myself, "i'm not alone"
i have my frens n family.
i can go through almost anything.
i hope...

I dun realli blog about Wee everyday doesn't mean i dun love hiimx as much as Hx alrights.
it was always hard for me to choose between them.
i love them both equally yet differently.
You would probably be thinking "HOW FLIRTH CAN THIS GURL BE?"
Or "how can you love two person at once?!?!"
All these seems impossible.
But that doesn't mean such things doesn't exist.
And sadly, i'm the suay one.

I know out of 100 ppl.
95% would say i'm FLIRT or I HAVEN GROW UP SO WILL HUA XING.
yeap, i haven grow up but to me, i only need ONE stead.
I dun need two, it's troublesome.
even i myself dun understand why.
Why am i like this?
Am i realli flirty by nature?
Am i realli so hua xing by nature?
Am i realli that evil?

I REALLI DUN UNDERSTAND.

Seek counselor also no use.
all sure say we're in a growing state so will experience immature love.
but not everything also got link to SCIENCE dehhx okays.
count me as suay can?.

i only need one person, one stead,for me to love! )=
it that so hard?

i've always envy couple that can last more than 1yr dehhx.
i've always dream to find someone who i would love and that our love would last long long dehhx.
i wanna find that person to spent the rest of my life with.
No matter what problem we faces, we can solve it tgt.
We can celebrate our anniversary every month & every year!
We will never be afraid that we would be alone during any occasions as we would celebrate it tgt.
We can accompany each other to places we wanna go and enjoy our time.
We can have someone to count on everyday & on almost everything.
We can do the things we enjoy tgt.
We eat our favorite food tgt.
We can share our secret tgt without worrying tt he would think bad of you.
Always habing that someone at my side no matter what happen.
Knowing i will NEVER EVER EVER be alone as long as you got hiimx.
It's like a PROMISE, a CONTRACT, a FOREVER NEVER ALONE thingy.
Because i love hiimx n he loves me, so clearly in our mind, i know i will NEVER EVER EVER be alone.
Because the LOVE we both have is like HONEY that stick both of us tgt.

This is why, we would feel threatened when other gals/guys get close to our guy/gal.
We would be afraid that this gal's/guy's honey are stickier than our and would stick our guy/gal away.
Afraid that we would be alone again and there would be no promise that someone would be there for us anymore when we're single, we panic and do silly stuff without knowing that it would cause more harm to the relationship.
Putting the LOVE we had at risk.
But if the LOVE is strong&mature, nth can break them apart.

LoVe.
One word, Four letters, One meaning.
&
PaIn.
One word, Four letters, One meaning.

haiis...