Sweet-Sacriifice: so unfair

elloz da jia.

Today morning went to gym.
Siian.
meet Hx first as other was late.
Waited for CP then we took buy down to Kathib stadium.
Waited for a while then Joe joe came with hr sis Jasmine.
Then waited damn long for Mr Tofu kor.

end up we went in first.
Then after our gym then he reach.
damn zun though.

Then went to New yoke pizza eat the buger pizza.
SUPER DUPER HARD CAN?!?!
THE FORK CAN'T EVEN POKE THROUGH IT LEHHX
SERIOUS!
IIE BITE TILL TEETH GONNA DROP OUT LE.
>.<

After that went buy drink then go play basketball.
DAMN FUN.
3 guys vs 3 gals.
but still we lost.
maybe i'm just lousy.
>.<

After that went to mac.
Cool ourselves down.
after CP left, iie went crazy.
all hyper n MAD.
lolx.
kor even took video of me being crazy.
xD

After that went home
Jasmine1 n joe came to my house to see dog.
hahas.
then they left le iie go prepare to go church.

meet kor n took bus 171 to church.
Watch the movie with winni n kor n everyone in Church, in church.
xD
The show damn nice.

after the show, carabelle cried and said she miss her mother.
so iie huged her n all.
Hoping she would feel better.
Because there was nth else i could do.
after that one of the staff came out n ask her "what's ur problem?"
then ask her go out of the room n talk.
She talk like one fucking bitch lor.
Ppl cry coz miss their mother also wrong.
fuk.
Then iie say her lor.
ppl miss their mother also wrong izzit?.
n all.

then kor n winni pull me away.
then kay lor.
iie stop lurhhx.
then iie damn angry can
it's so fucking unfair.
Ppl cry also wrong.
Church is somewhere where ppl can go to when they hab problems n needa seeks help from god and clam their mind n pray to good, worship god, thanks god n all.
Why is SUCH a BITCH doing there?...
fat n black n i dun like her face + butt!.

Forget it lor.
then iie also cried.
thinking about the unfairness.
Their life is already damn terrible with family probs n all n this kind of ppl exist in the HOMES to make their life worst?.
Aren't hostel somewhere for ppl to stay guaii n out of trouble only?
Is crying silently call dramatic?
Is crying wrong?
Is crying a crime?
This is so unfair!
She's just 13!
She's in children home because she has been abuse and need help n love n care!
But why is ALL the stuff there so FUCKING IDIOT?.
all indians n Tamils.
I AM RACE-SIS!
BUT I HATE THIS KIND OF BITCHES THAT THINKS THEY ARE STAFF AND HAVE THE RIGHTS TO CONTROL THEM SO THEY ARE BIG, THEY CAN TREAT THEM AS SLAVE, THEY CAN SCOLD THEM, THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT AND DUN NEED TO TREAT THEM AS HUMANS.
THEY ARE HUMANS TOO OKAYS.
INFACT, THEY ARE JUST CHILDRENS N TEENAGES THAT NEEDED HELP.
THEY NEEDED CARE.
THEY NEEDED CONCERN.
THEY NEEDED LOVE.
THEY NEEDED SOMEONE TO GUIDE THEM THROUGH THEIR LIVES.
THEY ARE NOT YOUR DOGS!
EVEN DOGS HAVE FEELINGS OKAY?!?!

haiis.
sad lahhs.
iie know this post is messy.
But iie am damn piss n damn sad about the Unfairness in life.
Why is it that the ppl who doesn't deserve this treatment get this kind of torture while those who deserve it dun get punish?....
What actually is god planning?.
Is he letting those those ppl to know the pain n sufferings so that they'll grow up to be a better person?...
Is this the way he guide them?
iie do wonder...

Last night, chat with joe n chris on the phone.
joe n chris told me smth damn funny.
and iie went all crazy.
how fun. (=

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