Today iie stayed home
didnt went out
guaiis bahhs? (:

Larhvin & Joel msg me and ask if i'm meeting them for lunch.
iie reply no as i'm staying home to study.
now i'm damn nervous can.
very scared lehhs...
feel like i'll feel.
siian.
if iie go in ITE how?
>.< haiis...
zhe mo ban...
iie die liao...
zhe mo ban....

iie tot if iie fail iie wouldn't cry.
but now iie already feel like crying...
zhe mo ban?...
if iie fail how?...
if iie end up in ITE iie wonder what is awaiting for me over there
how much will my life change?
how much will i change?
what type of ppl will i meet there?
what type of frens will iie meet there?
will iie be able to make any fren?
will i be able to adapt?
will Wee be disappointed in me?
how will my furture life become?

haiis...

juii ming ar...
iie realli did panic le.
first time in my life, i'm so worried...
that means i'm realli so gonna die...
haiis...

Today msg Wee a little by little.
he's working today so dun wan distrub hiim too much...
haiis...
iie wanna be with hiimx everyday...
but is it possible...
iie dunno...
i'll always be free...
what about hiimx?...

iie dun like this kiind of feelings...
there's stuff that iie wanna say...
but iie dun hab the guts to say it here...
iie guess i'll blog in in my another blog...



xoxo, Jasmine Misses Hiimx.