Jay's song sure is addictive.
even if it's not, when u happen to come across his song on the net, u wouldnt mind listening to it and even enjoy it alot.
hahas.

today stayed home.
woke up, msg dar.

haiis...
been thinking...
am i abit too much for dar to handle.
he might not realise it, becoz i haven told him anything about what i hab wondering recently.
maybe not recently, but since the last relationship.
maybe what dar said before we patch was right.
but...
i hab a lot of whys.


but...
maybe i know the ans.


but then again, maybe not.

suddenly, feel the urge to talk to him.
i wanna go and find him later.
maybe 1pm plus de shi hou.


Jasmine hope he understands.

Morning, hao msg me and asked me if i get into simei.
so i wake up and go check.
SAD.
didnt get in.
maybe it's fated bahhs.
bye pat, bye xiaowen.

after that meet up with weeteng at 233.
ate brunch.
after that weeteng came to my house.
we chat alot alot man.
after that andy came.
7plus then we walk andy home and after that decided to go his house.
then 9plus, slack at the playground beside andy's block till 10 plus.


Talk to weeteng alot today.
secrets that i have never been able to tell ANYONE.
afraid that no one would understand me and no one would be able to help me.
but she seems to understand it alot and gave me some of her opinion.
THANKs!
(:



Tml going down to Jalan Bukit Mehra to take entry test for private o and interview.
wish me like ppl.
that's wad i needed the most now.
haiis...


Jasmine is still wondering about something.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION 2oo9

i know this is getting irritating.
it's ridiculous to blog 3 time in a different post within a short few hours.
must as well put them tgt into one post right?

but no.
i feel like splitting it up.
so yeah.


i feel like i've trash my own happy life up lots time within a year.
maybe i could have been so happy.
but some how, i choose not to.
dumb, i know.
but no worries.
it's only 2009.
and there's still plenty of time.
i wanna make my life right starting from now.
one step at a time.

firstly, my study.
which i know alot of ppl who care about me is most worried of.
especially...
(:

secondly, my family.
i wish i could find sometime to properly communicate with my mom better.
and let her understand me more.

thirdly, my career.
thinking of getting a part time job so i could get a little more allowance for myself, in stead of alway having to rely on my mother.

fouthly, my relationship.
i needa talk over with dar a little in a mature way.
i know it'll get a little misunderstanding if i say it the wrong way but...
dar, i needa plan it out properly first.
i dont wanna make any more wrong chioce. (:

surpried that my relationship is last?
for a person like me who take love a part of my life putting my relationship a something to slove last?
weird in a way huh.
well, time flies and ppl grow.
love is no longer a first chioce thing to me.
i feel so inmature putting it a if my life depends on it.
gotta grow out of it someday.

but dar, i still love you the same alright. <3

Here you go, my first new year resolution.
i never done such thing before.
think i kinda grow up a little.
woo hoo~~!!! (:

Found out that i totally had nothing to do now.
so came to blog again.
been still searching for a cool hairstyle for myself.
so somehow drew it out a little.
i hope at the end of 2009, my hair would be able to be cut into that style i wanted.
i alway wanted to look a little jap jap and a little cool and cute and pretty and special at the same time.
i wonder if this style that i drew out would fit me not.
but if i cut this style, my hair defiantly hab to be a little more thicker than it i now
and i have to reborn my fringe to get that result i wanted.

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i know my drawing sux but wad ever.

Crying My Heart Out.






Most of the time when i blog about me feeling sad is becoz of BGR.
but well, not today.






Morning went Dar msg me and say he hurt his back so never go school today.
i woke up and prepare immediatly and cook cha soba for him.
then cab down to his house, pass him the soba i made and went to meet WeeTeng for breakfast.
after that juii went to simei ite.

SUAY ar!
weeteng didnt get ANY of the 10 course that she choose.
WTH!!!
where got like that one?

then 2pm, the interview start.
was around XiaoWen & pat's class room there so met them when they walked pass.
was damn nervous at the interview but, i do hope i get in.
cant wait to start school though.
hee~

after that, cab from simei to khatib then meet dar at his house.
peii him till 9plus then i went to meet weeteng at andy's house there de playground.
the usual place.
hahas.

then 10 plus bus home.
11pm juii reach home le.











reach home, end up QUARRELING with mom.
damnit.
i hate it.
haiis.
cried while bathing.
it hurt so much that all my mom do is assume assume and assume.
as if she understands me alot.
haiis...
at times like this, it's when i needed someone there for me the most.
but...
who?...


Jasmine is longing for someone to be there for her now.

HEADACHE AR HEADACHE.
SOMEONE SAVE ME.

WTH, now then my mummy ask me wanna go private O or not.
aren't it's too late now?
=="
when i finally wanted to go study properly, she dis-encourages me saying i might waste her money.
now i wanna go ITE she ask me go private o.

making me thinking about it so much again.
cant sleep well again tonight...

and somemore the closing date for entering the private O is 12jan.
and i haven even started revising at all.
if i fail = no need go in le = waste $50 and waste time.
entry test is on maths and eng.

haiis.
i'm thinking of going to work this year and save some money for the private O
so mummy no need pay till like shit and i can take my time to revise maths and eng properly.

sad thing is the CHEC is at Jalan Bukit Merah.
DAMN FAR.
1hr bus ride.
WTF.
further than simei ite can...

aiis...
zhe mo ban ar...





Today meet weeteng under my blk and cab to northland and waiting for andy.
fetch him and then went 233 eat.
dar wa already there with his fren so we join them.
after that dar went off with jia wei.
but before he go, he gave me a kiss on the lip infront of my fren then he go wor.
hee~
so happy~
last time he alway say "we still in school uniform lehhs"
"you're in public lehhs xiao jie."

but now...
hee~
i'm happy.
i kinda blush a little over there.
>.<
(:

after that went to andy house use com while weeteng sleep a while.
then went AMK KBOX.
paid $10+
for each person.
sang from 5.30pm to 9pm.
pat tag along at 7plus.
after that, cab to andy house.
he went home while we go eat dinner.
ate mui fan.
will never forget who intro it to me de.
(:
it's damn yummy lurhh!

after that slack at andy house there de playground.
then 10.30pm juii go home le.

tired day today.


Jasmine is Missing Her Loving Boyfriend. ❤

2 Jun 2oo9

Today went out with WeeTeng, Andy, Pat and XiaoWen.
morning Pat morning call me at 10am but i feel alp back.
11am then i woke up.

went simei ite as xiaowen and pat need pay school fees.
actually wanted to eat the chicken rice there but the uncle damn cute lor.
got noodle no meat.
=.="

after that xiaowen left to meet her supervisor.
so we proceed to far eat plaza.
had 'fun' shopping.
sadly, only saw 2tops i like.

after that went cine and took lots of neo print.
the first set of neo we took wa fugly.
so we retake twice.
and sure enough, the machine that i into them has way better quality.

after that met xiao wen at shaw house and he treat us KFC.
yummy~
full full le.



Tml going to find dar, the day after also.
monday too~
all for dar~ ♥

Today dar school reopen le.
i wonder when we spent lesser time tgt, will we grow apart?...

actually ppl say me and hx is two different person.
in some point, maybe, but somehow, i feel we're similar.
it take time to realize de.
so...
because of that, i abit scared.

i predicted, a big wave comming our way.






Jasmine is Wondering About Something. ❤