Sometimes, i have the feeling that thing might work out.
but why is it that you always prove me wrong?
or was it just me?

haiis...
















Today no more work.
stay home damn bored.
i wanna do smth productive lahhs!
like example, working?
so can earn money?
[x


Stayed home watch anime.
chat at msn a little and played Dota too.
DAMN my internet...
so laggish...
cant play properly...
haiis...

i feel more and more useless now a days...
my world...
seems so dark...
i hate it...
like i alway said.

I HATE EXISTING!!!

i know alot ppl been thinking it's stupid to think this way.
but i find it meaningless to be alive.
all u go through are nth more that just stuff that will only creat8 pain in the end.
and sadly, even though i hate it this much...
i cant die.
becuase i exist before, so i cant die...
i dun wanna be so selfish and die and i dun hab the guts to.
pain pain you know...

life is so troublesome.
no frens = lonely
gt frens = problem/troublesome

no stead = long for ur prince & lonely
gt stead = pain&suffering in the end.

MA FAN AR~!

i hate GUYs!!!
AHHH~!
i hate MYSELF~!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH~!!!!

someone always tells me its useless to wait for someone to save you.



















just now went to cry for a good 40mins on my bed.
it hurts to hab the feeling of being so alone.

haiis...
i need some attention from you boii...

i know the answer...
i never wanted to face it.
why am i always like that.
i dun wanna stay like this anymore.
it hurt.


why am i always treated like that.
everyone treats me like a toy...


xoxo, Jamine; 11.43pm, Saturday.


P.S: i starting to top believing again...