Have you ever felt hurt/sad even when the one you love deeply is by ur side?

You know you love him/her.
You know he/she cares about you.
But problem is...
Is he/she your's?

Loving someone means setting her/him free.
And if she/he come back, she/he's yours.
But if he/she didn't, PLEASE JUST GO JUMP DOWN N DIE.
=X

DONT GO KILL URSELF YET.
life is much more than just Steady.
That's when friends & family step in.

if u dont hab frens & family.
kill urself.
=X

but if u think killing urself would make u happier, go ahead.
but keep this in mind, it wont change anything.
Unless, you urself tries to change it.
The only life u can change for a better, is ur own life.
You cant control others, others can control you.
All of the pain n sadness are actually given by urself.
To sit there & complain n thik about the sad things all day.
Or to stand up, move on and make ur life a better place to live in?

hahas, enough of my nagging.
These are all crap.
If u think it's meaningful.
go ahead n listen to it.
Because there's one thing human can never fight againest...
that is, ur own feelings. (:

when its pain, it's pain.
when its sad, it's sad.
when its happy, it's happy.
when its lonel, it's lonely.
no one can change the fact that this feeling exist within them.
no matter how hard one try to move on & ignore, it'll always remain there.
Deep down, you know its there and its hurts.

Time heals wound but it can never remove them.
We all need someone, someone special to come save us.
Someone to pull us out of our misery.
Everyone need that someone.
One can never survive alone.
And that's when LOVE comes in.
And the story goes like a cycle.
=X

FOOK TART.
damn this life cycle.




Today hx called me and i woke up.
thanks fer da morning call.

QUESTION: Wad is the first thing u ever wish for every morning?

well, if it's me,
i wanna be able to hear/see the one i LOVE every morning.
That would be such a blessing. <3
>

The after that, brush teeth n wash face then play game with him.
then after that he prepare & came my house to deliver me my lunch.
THANK THANKS~!!!
Was realli happy~!
(:

He came in, i let the dogs out and he chase them around like little kid.
HAHAS.
damn cute lahhs, you should hab been here to see it.
for that moment, he reminds me of the war3 game: Poke the angry Oger.
xD!!!

After that we sat down n chat while i eat my lunch.
he told me about a cartoon/anime [idk] that he watched when he's young.
wow~!
I LOVE STORY~
hoohoo.
so i sat there listening.
nice nice~!!! (:

after that, all of a sudden, mummy came home.
ho ho ho.
wan dan liao.
mummy was angry to see him in our house.
so Hx went home.
T^T
So sowii~~~
Paisehhs huh.

then quarrel with mummy lor.
then mummy angry, take my line dehhx sim card and fold it into two.
FUCK TART~!
CCB.
now no more free incoming le.
KNN, not like i did anything wrong lyk tt.
he nt even my BF, then she worry till so ni pu.
nosense sial.

some more wan me say sorry to her...
=="
i know i wrong in someway.
but, smth happen in the past that slowly make me stop saying sorry to her liao
this reason like story lyk tt.
and ppl may think its also nosense.
but sorry, idk.
i judge my own life okay, thank you.

so siian lor...
then play com all day after that.

huu huu huu.
my frige finally grow longer liao.
look nicer le.
faster grow longer abit more kay frige? (:

siian, sat i need go work training again...
then 2dec all the way till 5dec got work. -.=

Hao lahhs, i'm bored + tired + lazy.
shall go rest le.
Nights ppl.



Oyasumi.
xoxo, Jasmine; 2.50AM, 27Nov2oo6

P.S: Why am i missing you right now?...
Are you?....