Would one's existence make any different to you?
Just by not being with the one you love could really torture someone indirectly.
Sometimes, some ppl just dont get the fact how important their existence means to another.
All they could say is: "you're very sticky lehhs"
"sorry, i'm too busy for you, you gotta understand"
"you very irratating lehh"
"you're always full of complains"
"i got my own life too you know"
"sorry, i too busy then you so sticky, so let's just remain frens"

Selfish ppl.
Those that can only think for themselves, must as well stay single.
Complaining how sticky and how un-understanding other ppl is...
why not reflect back on what u're doing first?

You should be happy that the one you love, love you this much.
Dont wait till one day you realli lose him/her then cry for them to come back.
DUMBASS.

Finding someone who would and is willing to love you that deeply is not that easy okay.
So stop saying they're sticky, look at the bright side.
they just simply loves you and cant live without you.
You mean the world to them.












haiis...
why is it that i cant help feeling that my current 'happy' life is slowly fading away from me?
or am i just thinking too much?...


haiis...
gonna get my results on the 18dec i think.
that day is the day that decide my fade.

i should start checking out the ITE available and the course.
and the points to get in n all.
maybe...

Tuesday gonna start work le.
Going suntect city convention hall lvl 4 work.
needa wake up damn early lahhs.
i wonder MRT 8.15 open already not.
that mean i need 6am wake up every morning le lor.
damn...

my position is the VIP lounge.
the lady in charge told me that this might be the simplest job but also the most boring one.
heard that i just needa sit there and make sure no one enter thi room wrongly and make sure everything is in order.
tt's all.
=="
somemore i think is one person one lounge.
dot dot dot...

lonely~
i am so lonely~
this is so scary~
on my own~~~


















Today went to meet Hx at NP popular then bought sushi and went to his house eat.
then stay there till 6plu juii bus home.
on my way home, i dunno why, tot of something.
lol.
suddenly feel like going jap lurhhx.
i wanna pao wen quan~~~
and wear the kawaii kimono like clothes to slp.
and i wanna see cherry blossom~~~
and i wanna go there see chio bu~~~
=X

heard that not all jap guys alo good looking de.
hahas.
and mostly all very bian tai dehhx.
xD
opps.


got home, sleep.
tired...
zzz..
then woke up...
use com.
sms...
then go play game with the guys.
then they play dota.
but i too lag so i refuse to play so they go play.
then i just AFK.
lols.

watch 10 Promises with my dog with mama.
i cry like hell lahh....
actually i keep trying to control my tears.
then mummy fall aslp before the doggy die.
then she wake up zun zun at the end.
then she ask me how the doggy die.
then i explain till cry again...
DAMN~!
T^T

hate crying...

so now finish watching le so come back and blog liao n go slp le.
night ppl.
Oyauminasai.




xoxo, Jamine; 4.25am, 30 Nov 2oo8

P.S: Dreams never last for long.