happily ever after???

15 march 2oo7, Thursday

today meet dar dar around 3pm...
had our day together...
but be4 he came...
my mind flew off to my world of thoughts...
alot of stuff running through my mind...
when ever iie think to much...
i'll start sobbing...
Hendry call miie a few times...
but iie didn't ans....
guess letting him to hate miie will be easier for him to forget miie...
that's wad he wants....
isn't it?...
haiiz....
i've never realise how much iie lubb dar...
iie juz needs him so badly....
i'm sorry to who ever i've hurted so far...
to Benjamin... to Hendry...
and to u, dar dar...
i'm sorry...
i'm juz a selfish freak aren't iie?...
haiiz...
like and love are realli two different thing....
i'm so ugly and so not worthy of being love yet i'm hurting so many ppl...
haiiz...
i'm such a bitch...


well, about pdp...
things starts to settle le...
are closer to hui yi already...
good news rite?...

MiSs KaNaSai siging off - i'm bullsh!t....