Troubled days

o6 March 2oo7, Tuesday

elloz guys...
Sorry ytd didn't blog...
was so tired so fell aslp at 7pm plus till this morning...

i'll still blog in ytd's entry below...
So read on....

o5 March 2oo7, Monday

Today was a bad hair day!
My hair juz gone crazy and out of place...
but wadever...
Met my fren and walked to school together...
Then on da way in to da gate, cheng chin POP out of no where and scared miie off my skin...
lolx... to dramatic... iie know...
so we walked in and parted with my fren and iie followed cheng chin...
so the school days went on...
dilly dally, silly sally.... blah blah blah
so after school...
went out with cp and cc...
ate KFC saw a FAT,BALD GAY MAN!
WTF!
Wear pink yet so fat and WAH LAO!
cannot make it arz!
Then iie ask cc n cp look...
then little conversation build up between cp n cc...
iie then tell them dun say about it le...
there's another guy there who is da GAY'S fren...
So they became tiam tiam...
then later they go see stuff...
left miie...
then when the two guys walk a way, cc n cp walked out...
they asked if it's a guy or a gal...
iie told them it was a guy... who is a gay...
they were shock...
but, wadever...
went in Shop n Save and saw them again...
then Cc look at that FAT ASS and smile...
==" dunno for wad reson sial...
Then the FAT ASS asked "Yes? may i help u? u gt any problem with me?"
Fck sial... so gay...
Cc then smile back and say "No"
Then when he walked pass again he iusulted "atleast i dun hab pimples plantation"
WTF! i'm a person who's bewi sensertive to that topic!
Cp got so mad she kept scolding bad words...
i'm so pissed that iie hit the mental bar...
but no big deal about it...
then later went near Cc house there da blk to chat about gangs...
feel like learning to become a gal fighter...
lolx...
but that's such a dreams...
but this dream has a hope...
coz iie ever heard be4 a gal who issh a fighter and can solo a gang of boys...
And that gal is wen;ing's cousin!!!
WAH! so admire her...
lolx...
if realli can iie also want to be like a fighter like her...
so can be underestimated...
WAKAKAKA!
can take revenage~
lolx... so imaginable bahx...
sound so tomboylish bahx...
acturaly miie kinda tombolish de...
hahax...
cannot imagine bahx...
kekes...
juz kidding~
juz da way iie behave online only bahx...
then blah blah blah this that then that's all...
lolx...

Today's entry

Today woke up, went school...
mom didn't gib miie $$...
but neber mind...
cannot let her know iie everyday leave home so early mahx...
so forget it... =P
so in da end use my own $$ to buy mam mam eat nor...
surprise at recess time and Chiness lesson...
lolx...
nth much narz...

Later maths class de shi hou...
Hui Yi told cp she dun like cp so colse to miie...
So iie was like so du lan....
So all iie can feel then is hates...
iie can no longer hold back any more...
now iie realise why iie always say "xi guan jui hao"
this phrase issh juz a lie to make miie feel better...
i've been lying to my own feelings...
and iie had enough....
iie dun wanna be the one who always ti liang hui yi....
last time all iie can think of issh... "suan le bahx... she's like that de"
why iie have neber complain about her issh becoz if iie complain about her that means iie want her to change....
and iie had been requested to be changed severl time due to my AH LIAN attitude...
and iie know how hard and painful this process would be so iie had neber requested any thing as nt to let any one to feel the same pain as miie...
but i'm wrong....
iie need ppl to know the pain of being in my shoe so as for them to undertsands miie....
iie know hui yi loves to be pamper...
so wad?
iie also LOVES to be pamper wad...
but atleast iie work hard for it...
and gt being pamper by cp and my stead...
but wad dose she do?...
all she do is complain complain complain...
iie know if hui yi read this she'll be angry at miie and ofcoz cp...
so sorry cp...
but this kind of stuff, iie can no longer torlerate it any more... [sorry for spelling mistakes]
iie can't hold back any longer...
iie dun hate u hui yi...
dun make miie hate u...
iie had a dream last nite that u hated miie and alot ppl pamper u so other ppl hated miie too...
and cp issh them one who try to hold us together...
but iie dun hope this kind of stuff to come true nor be the opposite...
haiiz...
how can my msg posiblely reach her?...
guess hui ying will surely tell her about this entry if hui ying read this...

hui yi... iie know hui ying issh a bewi nice person...
and i'm realli saying this as iie meant it...
iie last year also being pamper by hui ying de...
but iie grew out of it...
iie grew out of being like a child infront of her....
yes... iie might hate her for being aunty...
but iie turely can tell u, she a nice person...
but she has over pamper u like hw she did to miie last time till u've become greedy of being pamper....
am iie wrong?...
this issh wad iie feel...
from wad u say to cp...
am iie not correct?...
haiiz...
wadever...
no matter wad...
hui yi... learn to be open up...
dun do silly stuff behide of them juz becoz u hate them....

Back to my life's entry....
after school meet dar...
find my sister present...
share a bowl of raman...
then later go to a Vido deck sit sit chat chat....
saw alot ppl walk here walk there...
and even saw my pri school teacher...
but he never teach miie be4...
iie juz remember him only...
then rain so had to wait for the rain to stop then can go home...
when then rain small small that time, iie go and walk in da rain...
Dar was realli bewi angry...
iie neber seen his face like that be4...
iie was realli terrifired...
but kept my feelling by juz smile and looking away from his eyes...

Let miie repeat myself again...
I'M VERY SENSETIVE TO EYES EMOTION!
Do u know ur eye can show when u're acturaly smiling a real or fake smile?...
And show that weather u realli love someone anot?...
iie some how can see the differents of the eyes emotions...

Well... so chat chat chat...
then later when iie shake my sister chcolate...
WAH! no sound de...
feel like all melt le...
so open it up...
==" realli all melt...
then later take out that time it looks like one big peice of shit...
lolx...
u should hab been there...
it was hilarious...
and nt to meantion, CUTE!
lolx...
then later miie n him talk talk joke joke...
it was like a perfact day with him....
lolx...

gt back home...
blah blah blah...
online...
go H's frienster...
somehow...
dunno why... everyday also will feel like go there...
lolx...
maybe becoz of da pretty gals pic...
lolx... =P
then saw a gal at H's fren list who look like da ex...
so went and see...
SO CHIO!
apart of miie... an ugly duckling.... sobx...
then later go crazy nor...
lolx...
then dilly dally, silly sally... blah blah blah...
lolx...
till now blogging...
it's late le...
miie gotta go le...
tml gt school...
later cannot wake up again...
lolx...


MiSsWaDeVeR signing out - Sad, disappointed and HURTED | Totally LOST!

SORRY.... NO PHOTOS TODAY!