Sport Day?

13 April 2oo7, Friday

Ytd u went to camp le...
miie neber go school ytd...
miss u so badly...
then dun dare to miss call u...
haiiz.... without my sim card it's so inconvinion...
wanna sms u to tell u how much iie miss u...
i'm dying soon...
running low in da love batt le...
didn't miss call u untill this morning...
cannot ta han le mahx...
so miss called u...

Today was a busy day...
Went to school finish school at 9.55am...
Walk walk around school with PDP till 11 plus then leave school...
then late go near by my school there eat lunch with Hui Ying...
iie ate meat porrich... [pork porrich]
then went home and get change after that...

Got home then get change and went out again...
it was habing heavy rain here...
so iie took a blue umbralla along...
took 851 to Yishun Stadium...
went in and look around...
saw Hui Ying then later saw ben....
Ben stead gt come along too...
his stead nt bad... quite chio bahx...
but dunno why Cc and alot of my fren say nt chio...
wadever bahx...
acturally i'm suppose to run de...
but dunno why da teachers neber call my name so went there zuo bo...
so siianz...
then went all moody...
Benjamin di, nt becoz ur stead here so iie moody wor...
juz some other stuff that's bothering miie...
soon after... i'm alrite again...
hahax...
so finish Sport day went back to northpoint there and eat mac...
ate french fries and Macflurry...
after that went home nor...
then now blogging...
miss u so much whole day...
always keep whispering to myself say "i want dar dar~..."
in class even wrote "dar, i miss u" on my hand...
then on da white board iie wrote and draw alot of stuff while think about u...
also got vandalize my school table with our jap name iie made and some little thing about us...
hahax...
zhen de hen xiang ni oh dar dar...

juz now when iie walk home from NP iie ask myself:
"how long will we last?"
then iie would come out with da answer:
"forever?"
"possible?..."
"think so..."
"becoz iie had realli turely fall deep in luv with dar dar le"
"but still a bit worry... coz... alot of other better glas and guys..."
"scared one of us will leave each other one day..."
"wad will become of us then?..."
"well... guess it's on how strong are we in loved bahx..."
"^-^"

hahax...
iie think of this lame stuff...
there juz so much things iie wanna express in this entry...
but there so much iie can't explain...
even if iie do, no one will understand it...
it's juz so complicated...
my heart feel so fake...
iie dunno if there's really a hope or aren't there...
iie juz can't help feeling lonely sometimes...
iie hope iie can juz tell u all my feelings...
but wad for if it'll juz make matter worst...
wad am iie?...
haiiz...

???? signing off - wad am iie?...