Messy Mess

Wednesday, 27 June 2oo7

9.55pm

Today woke up at 5.45am...
prepare too slow till iie almost late...
hahax...

today cook mam mam...
same unit as santina...
and then my cooking all mess up and dead...
it's so...
yuck!
alamak...
haiiz... nvm bahx...

MT class was not bad...
kinda entertaining~...
after we finish our work we got about 10 to 15mins of free time...
Aloy, Jerral and jun xiang decided to li siao da Band1 class...
Mdm Ho's de class...
as all northlanders know...
she's a good but super siong de teacher...
they went to her class door and kick it bewi hard...
"BUMP!"
then all run arz~
run back...
super obvious that our class was da one...
as we kept standing at da door way and look...
lolx...
she came and dunno talk wad rubbish...
she didn't went straight to da point...
then aloy who was da one who kick da door said "cher, iie saw a malay guy kick ur door juz now"
Mdm Ho "hah?... who is it then?"
Aloy: "dunno lehhx... he kick liiao then ru... neber see hiis face..."
Mdm Ho keep ahm chio...
then soon she starts to joke around and like weird sial...
neber scold de...
soon after, da bell rang...
time for another lesson...

one good thing...
iie am no longer da only gal in my MT lesson!
3 of my close fren got de-promoted and are same class as miie!
but why such coincidents...
iie think Xuie Lao Shii help de bahx...
see miie ke liian da only gal in da MT class...
hahas...

After school ate lunch and then CC, hui yi went CO, Chewping went NPCC...
iie was left alone...
lolx!
then Loki walks miie home...
then tt's all...

got home...
listen song, play nitendo ds...
then use com nor...

My life's getting more and more boring...
there's time when iie realli felt lonely...
and time when iie felt bless to hab my PureDevils sistarz...
hahax...

My life sux...
it's boring!!1
OMG!
everyday same prob same thing...
haiiz...
Hope my life become more entertaining soon...

Miie n Hiimx...

iie used to believe his words and everything he told miie in da past without doubt...
without worrying that it's a lie or that it's fading or he'll leave miie one day...
but iie can't help worrying so much...
iie know iie am nt suppose to be da one to feel that way...
coz iie was da one who hurt hiimx...
but iie can't help it...

iie can't help feeling that iie am not as important any more...
iie can't help feeling that iie am not needed...
iie can't help thinking of so much rubbish that are nt needed!!!...

iie can't move on...
stuck in da past and da memories...

one part of miie tells miie to let go and move on...
another part of miie say she loves hiimx and might go kuku without hiimx...

my thoughts are getting messy day by day...
can't sot it out any more...
no one's able to help much too...

he's da one who are able to motivate miie to study...
he's da one who are able to lead miie in n out of darkness...
iie dunno wad will become of miie if iie lost hiimx...

ppl ask miie nt to drag this too long as more n more ppl will get hurt...
but how am iie nt to drag it...
one side push another side pull another side lost...
yeah... kinda lyk how iie feel...
haiiz...

this post might bring mix feelings to ppl who are involved...
and i'm sorry...
haiiz...

*dumb fer life*
*studies studies studies*

10.11pm