crazy thoughts

elloz guys...
sorri about last nite de post...
iie dunno wad i'm talking either...
those are not wad iie wanna say...
but iie dunno why iie wanna blog it out...
one part of miie says "iie wanna blog this out"
another part says "this is not wad iie turely feel... wad am iie doing?"
then later one part feel like ' it hurts so why dun juz blog out'
then another feel like 'but this is not da way iie wanna explain it'
iie dunno...
somehow i'm juz so confuse...
iie cannot make up my mind on wad to blog...
iie dunno wad happen larhhx...
maybe iie juz felt abit confues bahx...
maybe becoz when ever iie sad iie always tried to push it down and use my own words to 'an wei zhi zi'...
maybe i've juz reach my limit then...

well...
i'm sorry chen wee...
to blog those nonsense in da blog...

well it's ur freedom and ur road...
u hab da right to choose who euu wanna go with...
iie can't stop euu...
am sorry...
well... have fun with ur frens then...

and about my family stuff that iie also blog ytd...
was also nonsense!...
lolx..
iie know they dun mean in...
and when iie said "they always"
well...
it's not true...
iie didn't know wad iie was doing then...
and iie greatly apologize~
sorry everyone...
that post was a nonsense...
iie was so lost then...
iie couldn't help it...
having two thoughts are juz plain headach and heartach...
sorry...

i'm now going out..
will blog again later...
see ya!