17 June 2oo8

iie woke up at around 10 plus...
sms CP a bit juii go prepare to go study le...
study till 6 plus everyone tire le...
so become chit chat till 8 plus going 9pm
Then we went on home...
CP walked miie till near my house the bus stop where iie would usually alight from the bus No 859 from Sambawang.
Then iie walked back home...
Talked to CP alot today about miie n Hx...
Realli feel like crying but ofcoz iie can't...
So iie could only fake all the laughter n all...
Having difficulty breathing today ever since iie start talking about Hx to CP...
Told her iie would like to ask Hx if he still love miie...
End up she help miie ask hiimx lerhhx then tell miie...
The answer was negative...
iie realli have to move on...
iie can't stay in this kind of pain forever...
but how am iie suppose to do that?...
it's easier said than done...

iie even plan to go roll down the stairs so that iie might have chance to loss my memory...
at least better than dying...

Today whole day only drink Miso Soup...
never eat anything le...
dun feel hungry...
Sudden Headache present every now n then...
And look how late it is and i'm nt even abit tired...
5.27AM...
Getting harder n harder to fall aslp...
More n more problems piling up...
haiis haiis~

iie gotta get through this...
if only iie could recover faster!
Dam it! hate my life...