Ytd, miie n HongXian break le...
i'm super down and hurted...
maybe iie deserve it...
for hurting him so much...





but iie can swear i had never hurt this much before...
when sec2 we break, iie didn't cry this much...
and my other ex iie also never cry n felt pain this much before...
why only you?
why?
and iie tot iie didn't love you that much...
but why it hurt more than iie ever imagine...
why do iie miss you more than anything...
and why only you can make miie cry though the night till iie fall aslp...

everything that surrounds miie brings back memories...
iie miss you, iie miss our past, iie miss the time we had tgt, the fun moments, sad moments, you, everything!...
cause now iie can have none of it...
all tt's left is pain and emptiness...



did iie ever told you how important you are to me?
iie havent told you bahhs...
iie am aiming n trying my best to study becoz of you, if not iie wouldn't realli bother to...
becuase you wan miie to have a better future, that's why iie bother to try....
iie always tot life is meaningless and my existance would be best not to exist, but you taught miie not to think that way...
you should know the negative thing that happened to miie...
iie you told miie that you're different and iie believed you...
becoz u taught miie to trust...
iie always tot no one would wan miie becoz iie sux, i'm not pretty and i'm not sure i could be a good galfren...
but u taught miie to have confidence in myself...
iie have always look up to you if u...
sorry if u didn't notice...
but iie have changed so much and iie didn't realise it untill now that it was becoz of u...
iie don't wanna become someone's that so powerless, no confidence can't do anything to help me and the ppl around miie...
iie wanna be just like you, who is smart, wise, friendly and could realli give someone a helping hand when they needed it...


but just that, iie lost my mind...
iie totally lose it...
iie don't know what is blinding miie...
that iie stop being miie....
the one that puts in effort in everything...
the one that love to love and beloved...
the one that keeps quiet and listen...
iie dunno why...
now that iie looked back, i've changed...
i'm sorry...
iie dislike the way that iie have changed...
becuase of that, iie lose you....