Today is suppose to be a happy day.
Why am iie feeling kinda depress now?...
haiis...
Jai you~ iie gotta stay happi n positive...

N levels, N levels , N levels...
iie hate it. suddenly hate it.
Dun use this to push me down, control me or treaten me n all.
i hate it.
i'm losing confident...

Hate being force to do smth.
Dun force me to do anything!

All this mixed up feelings make miie hungry.
Am feeling happy yet sad, angry yet in pain and depress + stress + disappointed + lost of hope.
So fuck up can.

I hate disappointing ppl.
but iie know i'll disappoint lots n lots of ppl this time round.
I'm very sure that with the standart iie am in, i will not be able to go up sec5.
Even if i do, i will suffer.
Because i'm the one studying now so iie know.
I'll try my best alright.
But its not a promise that i'll go up sec5.

Feel like crying now.
But iie mustn't.
No one will be there for me even if iie cry.
No point crying also.
Nth will change.
I kinda understands what's going on.
iie always refuse to accept the fact that it's all gone.
Always lying to myself that iie just gotta try harder, there's still hope.
FUCK YOU SHUWEI!
THERE'S FUCKING NO HOPE.
STOP IT ALREADY!

I must stay jian qiang...

i should hab gib up everything and move on.
EVERYTHING!.
I'm fine with my life now anyway.
Even though smth feels like its missing...
but...
realli....
maybe its realli time for me to let go and move on.

DARN IT TEARS.
STOP TRYING TO COME OUT OF MY EYES.
SUPER XING KU.
HARD TO CONTROL...

What is love?

Love means loving someone with ur whole heart.
Even though he/she might break ur heart one day, u just gotta believe its nt today.

Love means regardless how much he/she hates you.
You just gotta remember that, you loved her.

Love means giving them the chance to break ur heart again and again and trusting them it won't happen the next time.

When love leaves you.
You dun leave love.
You open the door and let them be free.
When love comes back.
You dun push them away.
You open the door again to let them in.
As long as you love him/her, nth is impossible.

Love is DRAMATIC, SAD and TRAGICAL.
But no matter how pain it is, it's still beautiful.
Because you're in love.

Love means...
Understanding when its time to let go and when its time to grab hold.

Love doesn't work with one hand.
It takes two hands to clap.

Be true to love.
Love only when u're in love.
Stop when u're not.
Dun break hearts like how ur ex breaks ur's.

Dun give hopes.
Be straight forward.

Pain is there for us to learn,
Not there for us to stop trying.

WTF is love?!?! xD

[[_AiBuXuYaoTiaoJian_]]

xoxo, Jasmine <3