Today, i cant help it but feeling the sadness within me.
i kept holding back my tears.
why?
what is it that made me feel so sad n lonely?
why is it that i feel like crying...
kanashii nehhx...

there's so much i wanna tell hiimx.
but i dun wanna be so hard on himx.
sometimes i keep telling myself, he just need time.
is it true or am i lying to myself again?
i'm worried.
so much to express, but i cant.
sometimes i feel like its time to move on.
sometimes i dun.
sometimes i just dun bare to let go.
am i just dumb?...

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

i hate this kind of feelings.

Today stayed home.
waited for my new fan to arrived.
it came n gt fixed.
after that, went dinner with mama n da jie.
then juii come home le.

wad a boring n sad day...

amount of beef meat...

amount of bean sprout...

[[_why is it that ppl can find what they long for but i can't_]]
._Guess i've lost it_.

xoxo, Jasmine

P.S: i know, but it hurts.