Today woke up at 1pm.
Meet HuiYi n HuiYing at 2.30 at yishun MRT station.
Bought news paper n search for jobs n all.
Went for an interview.
but feel like the pay damn little can.

it's a jap resturant at clacke quay.
then the manager there is a japaness then he damn funny can.
LOLs.
he tried speaking eng saying "hello"
then iie tried speaking jap and said "hajimimashite"
then he was like DAMN shock.
then he went O.o "oh! hajimimashite!"
then he tot i know jap then speak jap to me then iie was like shacking my hand and all of us laughed.
damn funny.
his eng is nt that good but he tried his best to explain and iie tired my best to understand.
hahas.

after that, we parted with HuiYing n went to meet CP, Jj, PohLing, LiYing, Andy, Edwin, Sebas, WenQiang & DongWen[almost forgot that he's there xD]
at far east plaza.
WTF!!!
see alot of nice clothes can.
very tampted.

after that walk around with them till 8 going 9 then took mrt home and reach yishun around 9 going 10.
After that then went home lor.

On my way home from Orchard to Yishun, iie tot of lots of stuff.
About me and Wee.
and have been wondering about some stuff for quite sometime le.
haiis...
been thinking about it ever since then.
super xing ku.

hab to keep restraining myself the whole day.
"i musn't sms him, i mustn't."

you asked why?
well, becoz, iie wanted to see if he'll msg me even without me msging hiimx.
This morning, iie dunno was it becoz iie send hiimx my new no then he msg good morning or was it of his own will.
but somehow, after giving a little tot about it, iie feel like it was becoz i send hiimx my new no.
or am i wrong?

sad...
if iie hadn't msg hiimx at 2.25 midnight.
would he even tell me himself that he'll be at his fren house?
no.

Do you ppl think this is controlling?
THIS IS FUCKING NT CONTROLLING.
i just wanna be informed.
iie just wanna know where he is and wad's he's doing, tt's all.
aren't this the most basic thing that every stead also will think about dehhx?
is it realli so hard?.
better than iie keep worring about it myself right?

fine, we're nt stead yet but.
we're working on it aren't we?
it just becoz that he said he'll be busy and will nt hab time for me.
tt's why this relationship is still underconsideration from two of us.
becoz i'm kinda sticky.

tt's why if we stead, problems might come up one after another.
but if we don't stead, it's also another problem. [dun ask me why, u guys should know.]
haiis.

but that's nt the only problem...
there's even greater things running through my mind.
but i had yet to comfirm it yet.
haiis...
let's nt talk about it.

finally feel better now.
after msging hiimx how iie felt and what i'm thinking, it feel better.
i hope he understand how i feel now.
and finally i'm able to be more straight forward about this kind of stuff.
iie always tends to keep it to myself.
thinking it would be better if iie keep it to myself.
lying to myself he's just like that or, it's just once or, i'm thinking too much or, i'm just sensitive or, it's okay it doesn't hurt or, i'm fine i wont cry or, becasue he love me or smth lyk tt.
always scared tt after saying how iie felt n wad i think would worsen our relationship.
but truth is, if u dun say it out, things will jus eventually go worst.
we should speak our mind and try to slove it tgt, isn't that right?...

i'm been trying my best not drowning myself in sadness.
wo hen jian qiang oh~
hahas [x
compliment me too lehhs.
xD

FUCK. my hair is ugly, time for hair cut soon.

handmade nutcracker. [x

pretty rights? one small doll there can cost up to $75.
becoz it's hand made and well made with good quality of wood and paint.
this whole set can cost more thaan $300.

chocho. the woman

museli. the man

[[_i'll always love you_]]
._it's a promise_.

[[_i still love you_]]
._NoMatterWad_.
(:

P.S: Finally, a post with pictures. xD

xoxo, Jasmine will always love you.
sign off, 3.27am