Sorry for not blogging at all for so long ppl.
My apologies.



29DEC2oo8



Today 6.30am, Andy woke me up and i went on to prepare and meet Pat at 7.55am.
Went to took bus 969 to temp.
called andy and WeeTeng when we got on the bus.
upon reaching khatib, WeeTeng&Andy board the bus.
being srounded by Bunch of Mammals that i fear the most, "GUYS"
Somehow, i just dun like GUYS.
Especially, AhBengs.
Luckily, no ahbeng was spoted, all guaii kia.
lols, think all TP de bahhs.
Saw one guy, hairstyle damn sui one.
His BackGround look damn like marcus lahhs.
actually wanted to take photo down n share with u ppl how much alike they look.
but cannot lahhs, the guy kinda fit.
later he angry and box me i fly.

Alighted the bus and took bus 31 to Simei ITE.
Pat stayed behind and waited for his 'galgal' at temp interchange.
Then reach there, WeeTeng took her interview and Pat camr along and followed behind.
The galgal pat brought along is name Hazel.
she's kinda nice, SERIOUSLY. (:

after that, i went to the coustomer service counter and ask about the course thingy.
SADLY, i o7Jan2oo9 then can know which course i got in.
WTH!!!
T^T
such badnews.

after that, had breakfast at yakun and walk around temp mall.
then took bus 10 to katong.
actually wanna sing KTV but...
the KTV place like...
totally written there, "IT'S CHEAP BUT IT'S AHBENG'S PLACE"
totally shock us all out.
i still wanted to sing but...
the rest of the group dont like the place.
so, nvm bahhs. (:

then we went back temp and met XiaoWen&PohLi.
They on their way to Simei for interview.
so we walk around temp while waiting for them to go interview and come back.
ate takoyaki at the pasamalam.
then went walk around temp mall basment and ate cold tofu at the so called "You Qi Mei Ya" [Yoshinoya]
name given by frens. xD
Andy treat me cold tofu.
yay~

then XiaoWen&PohLi arrived.
then walk around somemore and then Hazel&PohLi left.
So we went on to ChangiAirPort for fun.
Walk here walk there and time soon passes realli fast.
Took photos, ate egg tart, play the coloring conner and took sky train or wadever it's called the juii 9plus le.
So we proceed to the bus stop and took bus 858 back to Yishun.
and home we go.

Fun day today. (:







30DEC2oo8

Today went to collect my contact lens at ChongPang then went Dar house.
watch him play dota, watch anime tgt, play his GBA game and all.
fell aslp a few mins too.
woke up, then went off to meet joe at NP at around 7plus.
bought ticket and ate abit and went arcad play a while.
9pm watch bedtime story tgt.
met jj and ahdam too. (:

after that they send me home and they went off.

MISING DAR NOW.

today took photo with dar, he agreed to take photo with me wor.
he usually anti photo de.
but he allowed!!!
i VERY VERY VERY HAPPY.
feel so bless that dar so teng wo.
HEE~




i'm no longer single le.
me and hx confessed to each other about our feelings le.
and somehow, i dunno how, we got tgt.
and...
i'm realli happy. (:
and compare to last time, he realli pamper me alot le. (:
hope he continues to love me more and more~! ♥

LaoGong, 我爱你!❤
Jasmine❤Vincent

At Changi.

Jasmine is Missing Her Loving Boyfriend Now. ❤

Have i come across ur mind today yet?



A gal.
need to be love.
need to be pamper.
need to know that u care.
need to know that u love me.

Unlike a HandPhone.
you like it, u buy it.
you bored, you play game with it, sms and use it to call ppl.
when u're not bored, u forget about it.
when u dont need it, you throw it a side and find it extra sometimes.
when u're not happy with other ppl, you can vend your anger at it without a care in the world.
and one day, when it started to spoil a little, like auto shut down or hang or lag.
you blame it for not being good enough.
and one day, you change it for a better one.















Today i meet mummy for dinner.
new northpoint got a new foodcourt that sells all jap de food.
wha~!!!
nice nice sial.
so lucky~~~

after that walk around new northpoint and then sign a new singtle line.
trade in my HP and bought a new HP for 98buck.
muahahas.

but now my phone damn empty.
no songs no pictures.
DAMN~!
who is kind enough to share with me nice songs?
T^T

coz i dunno how to DL songs.....
[sou gou got virus!]

after that juii went home and...
bored~!!!
damn, how am i gonna survive like that?...


that' all for today.



xoxo, Jasmine
Oyasumi (:




P.S:
i cant help...
having the images of you being so nice to her.
all the things u have done for her.
how nice you are to her.
how much attention you gave her.
and then look at myself again.
wad am i to you?
wad did i get in the end?

Sometimes, i have the feeling that thing might work out.
but why is it that you always prove me wrong?
or was it just me?

haiis...
















Today no more work.
stay home damn bored.
i wanna do smth productive lahhs!
like example, working?
so can earn money?
[x


Stayed home watch anime.
chat at msn a little and played Dota too.
DAMN my internet...
so laggish...
cant play properly...
haiis...

i feel more and more useless now a days...
my world...
seems so dark...
i hate it...
like i alway said.

I HATE EXISTING!!!

i know alot ppl been thinking it's stupid to think this way.
but i find it meaningless to be alive.
all u go through are nth more that just stuff that will only creat8 pain in the end.
and sadly, even though i hate it this much...
i cant die.
becuase i exist before, so i cant die...
i dun wanna be so selfish and die and i dun hab the guts to.
pain pain you know...

life is so troublesome.
no frens = lonely
gt frens = problem/troublesome

no stead = long for ur prince & lonely
gt stead = pain&suffering in the end.

MA FAN AR~!

i hate GUYs!!!
AHHH~!
i hate MYSELF~!!!!
AHHHHHHHHH~!!!!

someone always tells me its useless to wait for someone to save you.



















just now went to cry for a good 40mins on my bed.
it hurts to hab the feeling of being so alone.

haiis...
i need some attention from you boii...

i know the answer...
i never wanted to face it.
why am i always like that.
i dun wanna stay like this anymore.
it hurt.


why am i always treated like that.
everyone treats me like a toy...


xoxo, Jamine; 11.43pm, Saturday.


P.S: i starting to top believing again...

been working this 4 days[incluing today].
2, 3, 4, 5 DEC 2008.
been waking up damn early for the OSEA exhibition.
the largest oil and gas industry.
only business ppl go there de.

been working at the VIP lounge these few days.
a damn simple job yet damn boring.
All i do i sit there and make sure only VIPs & Special Guest comes in.
Then there's also thi guy in the room which makes all kind of drinks for the VIPs.
even wine!
then that room is the only room that provide food for the VIPs and staff and Special Guest.
then everyday left over alot.
so ytd and today i da bao the dessert home lor.
then today take a free gift ball ball, then alo ome butterflies hair clip.
pretty~~~

haha.
the rest of the story, i shall tell euu next time.
now i'm freaking tired...
nights. (:

xoxo, Jasmine; 2.06am, 5DEC2oo8 [FRIDAY]

P.S: Memories last forever.

Would one's existence make any different to you?
Just by not being with the one you love could really torture someone indirectly.
Sometimes, some ppl just dont get the fact how important their existence means to another.
All they could say is: "you're very sticky lehhs"
"sorry, i'm too busy for you, you gotta understand"
"you very irratating lehh"
"you're always full of complains"
"i got my own life too you know"
"sorry, i too busy then you so sticky, so let's just remain frens"

Selfish ppl.
Those that can only think for themselves, must as well stay single.
Complaining how sticky and how un-understanding other ppl is...
why not reflect back on what u're doing first?

You should be happy that the one you love, love you this much.
Dont wait till one day you realli lose him/her then cry for them to come back.
DUMBASS.

Finding someone who would and is willing to love you that deeply is not that easy okay.
So stop saying they're sticky, look at the bright side.
they just simply loves you and cant live without you.
You mean the world to them.












haiis...
why is it that i cant help feeling that my current 'happy' life is slowly fading away from me?
or am i just thinking too much?...


haiis...
gonna get my results on the 18dec i think.
that day is the day that decide my fade.

i should start checking out the ITE available and the course.
and the points to get in n all.
maybe...

Tuesday gonna start work le.
Going suntect city convention hall lvl 4 work.
needa wake up damn early lahhs.
i wonder MRT 8.15 open already not.
that mean i need 6am wake up every morning le lor.
damn...

my position is the VIP lounge.
the lady in charge told me that this might be the simplest job but also the most boring one.
heard that i just needa sit there and make sure no one enter thi room wrongly and make sure everything is in order.
tt's all.
=="
somemore i think is one person one lounge.
dot dot dot...

lonely~
i am so lonely~
this is so scary~
on my own~~~


















Today went to meet Hx at NP popular then bought sushi and went to his house eat.
then stay there till 6plu juii bus home.
on my way home, i dunno why, tot of something.
lol.
suddenly feel like going jap lurhhx.
i wanna pao wen quan~~~
and wear the kawaii kimono like clothes to slp.
and i wanna see cherry blossom~~~
and i wanna go there see chio bu~~~
=X

heard that not all jap guys alo good looking de.
hahas.
and mostly all very bian tai dehhx.
xD
opps.


got home, sleep.
tired...
zzz..
then woke up...
use com.
sms...
then go play game with the guys.
then they play dota.
but i too lag so i refuse to play so they go play.
then i just AFK.
lols.

watch 10 Promises with my dog with mama.
i cry like hell lahh....
actually i keep trying to control my tears.
then mummy fall aslp before the doggy die.
then she wake up zun zun at the end.
then she ask me how the doggy die.
then i explain till cry again...
DAMN~!
T^T

hate crying...

so now finish watching le so come back and blog liao n go slp le.
night ppl.
Oyauminasai.




xoxo, Jamine; 4.25am, 30 Nov 2oo8

P.S: Dreams never last for long.