dying

Thursday, 29 June 2oo7

12.37pm

Today woke up same time...
5.45am in da morning...
prepared and was almost late again...
miis Wee alot...

Took da lift and as iie walk out of da life, iie saw a guy dress in green on a bicycle...
looks a bit familiar but was late so didn't care and iie didn't had my spect on too...
As iie was crossing da road iie head someone say "bu ren de wo le harz?"
then iie turn back and it was that guy..
then tt's when iie realise it wad Andrew kor...
He say he was staying at hiis frens house which is ot far from mine juz now and so he decided to sent miie to school today~
Was greatfull as iie was running late already~
On da way hurt my leg abit here n there..
and saw da chiio bu zhi qii...
Walk in by back door...
and then school starts~
and as always...
iie miss hiimx...

Chiness class was not bad...
slept a little when da teacher was going through da story...
then woke up to do xi zhi...
Chem was abit bored but manage to live through it...
Math was a free period!!!
lolx...
super bored...
no wonder had a feeling that today's gonna get alot of free period or boring class...
Recess with Wee Teng as her group of frens didn't come...

Bought a Lemon tea bottle during recess then later when iie got up class iie put in by da window as da class door was lock...
When iie got in, my Lemon tea was gone...
Wad da hell...
Which si biian taii wanna drink my lemon tea?..
Ask da whole class but no one know where it was...
they were thinking that it's kinda stupid that someone wants a $1 lemon tea...
muz be a sii biian tai...
SS was intresting...
coz alot vidios to watch...

Bio!!!
WAS HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE and VEGETABLE!
so many work to do...
that it took miie 2 more periods of EL and half periods of PC to finish it...
Chiong with ChewPing...
lolx..

After school CP de ex class do file thingy larhhx...
so iie waited...
ChengChin went da HipHop Audition...
So left miie again... da odd one...
haiiz...
After that went luch with Huii Yi...
Loki followed...
Treat hiim eat mam mam and drinks...
As he didn't bring money...

Then later chat here chat there lurhhx...
iie played Tea 'tar-rate' with milo~
hahax...
Was hilarious iie think...
iie know i'm crazy~
Then Loki gave us hiis file...
iie open up...
Maple Pic, Jap words [wah~], funny phrase that make Cp go kuku and 'zhen zhii' de photo!!!
AHHHH!!!
lolx...
then he keep scarying miie with da photos...
iie know my reaction funny and silly...
no nid bully miie till lyk tt de mahhx...

Went Yishun Library to help teacher return book...
stupid teacher go other country dun wan us....
kill her arz...
she owe us alot mam mam as she's leaving for two weeks...
buwahaha...
later grow fat fat...
then went in library to rest...
da sun was super hot...
i hate to sweat but loves to play...
lolx...
so went in library 'dao luan'~

Went in da children section...
read da chiness words...
OMG!
iie cannot read alot of words...
my MT sux...
Then Loki thiis sii biian taii~
opps... =x
keep on tickle miie with hiis bloody long nails...
keep tickling my back which was where i'm sensetive at...
wad da hell...
then keep bully miie...
then keep touchy touchy...
eeyer...
=x
iie know my leg fleshy...
no nid keep poking my leg de fats~!!! =x
iie know my schoudle n neck only got bones... no nid keep pintching...
OMG!
huii yi was with us~
she saw EVERYTHING!
huii yii neber juii wo~
hahax...jk jk...
Then iie lyk joke joke lyk tt say "no touchy touchy iie tell euu"
"li wo yuan yi diian..."
"i hate you! go away~"
"leave miie alone~ zou kaii~"
hahax...

then later waited for bus with huii yii then walked home...
he walks miie home too...
then ai yoz... more worst thing happen...
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iie miss hiimx alot...haiiz...


my life sux...
messy yet not entertaining at all...
filled with mix feelings...
got a feeling that miie n CP will neber be best frens again...
wad's over will always remain over...
like wad's done is done...
it can never be un done...


miie n chen wee neax...
can it be like a story...
to be re-written?
to be restart?...
can it?...

haiiz...
iie feels not important to hiimx lerhhx...
or am iie thinking too much?..
i'm not bahx...
haiiz...

love sux...
life sux...
iie sux...
studies sux...
so many things around miie juz sux....

how am iie able to put down thiis heavy load?...
or when am iie gonna be able to be free from it?...
it's killing miie day by day...
iie dun look like it...
but who knows wad iie feels?...
i've never show...

haiiz...
iie better dun talk any further lerhhx...
iie dun wanna becoz of my feelings make ppl du lan or make bad things happen...
haiiz...

diie larhhx...

1.07am