You'll never know wad will happen

Monday, 30 July 2oo7

12.20am

iie wonder how many ppl read my blog so far...
since camp comming iie shall blog for da last two day before iie leave for camp bahx...

Mommy also going china for two weeks soon...
well, a bit freedom lurhhx~
yay~...
lolx...
but got freedom also no use...
no where to go...
no one to peii...
got also issh those ppl who iie feel abit awkward with....

Guess iie will not be able to hab da jaket from dar lurhhx...
sad lurhhx...
but nvm bahx...
dar dar busy...
DarDar, kabatte on ur studies wor...
Do ur best!....

Today school lyk kinda free...
accept for FnN class n GEO...
study 4 period niia...
da other, play and zou bo...
so today kinda fun...
said ghost story in class...
hahax...

today hui yi not in school and CC went camp...
sorry to say this iie somehow feel a big load off my back today...
hahax...
being with PDP, iie gotta hab so many faces at once...
it's tiring...
but today, being with CP, iie juz gotta be myself...
hahax...

Wee Teng told us about his fren experience of going to a huanted house...
it goes lyk this...

Start

Her fren, Jerel and his other 9 frens went to a huanted house at dunno where...
it hab 27 or 28 floors, iiie forgot lurhhx...
hahax...
Then 2 guys n 1 gals stay outside da building while da other 7 went up...
They went floor by floor opening up each door...
when they reach da last floor...
they open da door n heard smth drop on da ground: 'ting ke ling kling'...
They they shine their touch light n saw smth lyk a shadow lyk tt dehhx past by...
then they where freak out so ran down da out...
as they run, every floor started to hab things droping and they saw toys lyk things lahx...
Then one of them even kicked smth but didn't care...
When they got down they dunno ask wad, then one of da guy who neber went up dehhx say he neber went in coz when he was outside da buliding he already saw smth..
tt why he got ask them dun go...
Then dunno how then Jerrel also on Budda song so kinda distrub them lurhhx...
So Jerral n da other guy dunno who went up floor by floor to say sorry....
Da guy with thirth eye cover his head with a cloth lurhhx...
da thirt eye guy said he saw smth worst than a pontianak, a mother with a child, da child die when it was born...
Ppl say that baby died when they were juz born are bewi evil and powerful dehhx...
and da mother gave da child wear a red dress and both of them where cover in blood...
After they finish saying sorry, they went back home lurhhx...
Da next day Jerrel told his frens about this but they dun believe so he bring one of them go to da same place again...
But they didn't go in juii saw smth lurhhx so they ran back to take mrt home...
Jerrel was realli tired so he close hiis eyes a while...
but dunno why he close for 5 sec niia juii open hiis eye n saw two eyes looking at hiimx...
he was shock...
His fren say he was look at Jerrel and he also saw a face infront of Jerrel's flash by...
A Green face with Red eyes...
Then they were freak out n quickily went home lurhhx...

END

Scary right?...
iie got more ghost story...
But let's leave it for camp bahx...
buwahahaha...
i'll go search for more ture ghost story in SG....
buwahaha...
i'll try search for Changi dehhx....
^-^

but hope as iie say, iie wouldn't 're dao' ghost lahhx...

Today after achool, got home and slp till 6pm lyk tt...
Woke up, dar dar nt online so nvm....
Watch a bit anime then Played GUNZ with HX untill at night then Joel join us...
Today dehhx gunz begaining fun, after that when we play sword, abit bored...
Then later came out of game...
DarDar still not online...
haiiz... miss hiimx...
dunno how long neber meet hiimx lurhhx...
well, wo huii jian qiang dehhx!
UHM! jia you oh Shu Wei!

Juz visited my fren. FiRe's dehhx blog...
Kinda intresting narhhx...
iie post someone da stuff here...
and well,

Credits Goes To FiRe!

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICSA
woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.

A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A women marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUES

woman has the last word in any argument.Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Just for Laugh
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

SHOPPING MATHEMaTICS
man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.


Thanks FiRe for habing such an intresting stuff in his blog for miie to COPY to brighten up my blog~
All CREDITS GOES TO FiRe!


Today DarDar neber online at all...
iie miss hiimx...

Haiiz...
My mind suddenly filled with a lot of thoughts that iie choose not to think about and so rejected it in my mind but somehow feel there's so much iie gotta express n say it out and get it over n done with...
Wonder wad is it...
iie juz can't recall but iie know smth's there...
argh! die lahhx....

well, iie hardly cry lurhhx...
juz tt sometime when iie am turely happy, my eyes start to hab tears out for not reson...
iie am not luaghting till siiao, i'm juz smiling and enjoying my own crazyness then my tears start to flow lurhhx....
iie wonder why...
Hx should know when iie was crying though....
It's lyk we got nth to do n i'm juz being a retarded in da game room n there goes my tears...
lolx...

iie wonder wad iie wonder why...
lolx...

Oh! and...
JOEL!!!! Get ur private sever over n done with quickly!
lolx...
iie can't wait for it know!...
Hayaku hayaku!

Today's blog enough entertaining?...
lolx...
hope tml will be even better~....
Hope u enjoy ur reading here~... ^-^


Some Photos of miie taken YTD...
As always, i'm ZhiLiian...
Even though iie not chiio nor cute...
And am ugly, no crime being ZhiiLiian right?...
hahax...

._imisshiimx_.
[[_where r u Dar Dar_]]

1.ooAm

another day another story

Sunday, 29 July 2oo7


sorry for not blogging for two days again...
coz knowing lesser n lesser ppl reading my blog...
u know when more ppl read ur blog, da blogger will be motivated to blog more often...
But now a days getting less readers...
due to my bloring blog bahx....
hahax...
shall make it more entertaining then....

Today woke up around 11am...
online then saw dar dar~...
chat a bit then watch anime Tokimeki Memorial...
da little chick cute wor~...
hahax...

Then later play GUNZ abit with Hx...
Then later go prepare bath lurhhx...

before iie go bath dar dar acturally ask if wanna play bang bang together...
so iie said iie finish bath then we play...
then by da time iie finish preparing was quite long ago...
see dar dar msn state issh offline so went in GUNZ and find hiimx...
cannot find hiimx in da 5th server...
so iie went every channle looking for hiimx...
then cannot find hiimx so iie called hiimx...
he wasn't in da game any more...
then he lyk busy with his stuff so iie decided to hang up....

After hanging up da phone, chat abit with Hx online before iie went off...
Then was running late so left home quickily...

Took cab down to da dunno wad hotel n met up with my aunt's family...
ate quite a lot then we went Kampong glam then to little india but shop all close so we went to Esplanade then to china town...
lolx...
in such a short time we can go so many places...

Go esplande dehhx shi hou iie saw alot couples...
then da first thing tt comes into my head issh DarDar...
hahax...
my habbit of thinking of hiimx issh starting to come back lurhhx...
but iie guess not as relying as last time lurhhx...
well, is tt a good thing?...
hahax....

Was enjoying da scenery untill mei mei keep taking photo...
she so kawaii nehhx...
keep posing alot of pose to take photo...
hahax... next time sure become model...
hahax...


This few days my life seems more intresting not lyk da usual doings...
lolx..
Thx Hx n Joel for entertaining my life though....
lolx..

but da main culprit issh HX though...
he peii wo da most and was da one who invite miie to GUNZ dehhx...
Thank que wor~...
pei wo as in game lurhhx...
lolx...
iie dun lyk lonely games and after he knew tt, we always play GUNZ together with joel too...
lolx...
iie can say, i'm not bad myself~...
XP
i'm almost da standard of HX...
only a bit more lousy...
lolx...
he's my shi fu of da game...
lolx..
joel my BOMB Buddy...
lolx
we keep boming each other fly~
lolx
fun lurhhx fun lurhhx~

Then dar dar also got play a while with miie once...
dar dar not bad uhs~...
keep killing miie...
hahax...

and more entertainment in my life issh da site Crunchyroll.com
HX intro to miie and there's ton of nice anime in side...
lolx...
ofcoz not hentai in lurhhx...
[hentai mean porn dehhx anime]
iie like watching anime...
so watch alot alot there...
lolx...
lyk Karin,Kiba,Kaze no Stigma,Pita ten,Final approach and Tokimeki Memorial...
Nice nehhx...
Thx HX!

Mt Camp comming real soon..
alamak!
scared lurhhx...
somehow feel smth bad will happen...
wad will it be nehhx?....

my aunt says human sense are pretty good...
if u were told to join in smth but somehow u hesitated, it's better not to...
cause it's a sight of warning...
my aunt say Changi Beach nt bewi clean...
tell u all about da story of my cosin's fren bahx...

Souls Do Visit Their Family One Last Time

it's lyk tt
iie got two cousin narz...
ah yong and ah hong
ah yong birthday mahx
so he and his family open a BBQ at east coast park near budok jetty there
so they brought along their frens
then some go fishing some go swimming
then some go BBQ
then it was high tight mah

u know da stone place where we stand de?

they went there fishing
lolx
then da water was like reaching their waist le...
then ah hong and his fren go swimming lor
one of them nt a good swimmer
so ah hong say " u dunno how to swim dun swim too far"
then he replied "ai ya... nvm one lahx"
then when they swim swim and enjoying them self
his fren suddenly drowning
then ah hong issh a bewi good swimmer de wor
then he swim to him wanna save him
then his fren was like struggling mahx
so accidentally kick ah hong down
juz to go up and breath
so ah hong run out of breath and swim up to breath
then when he finally catch his breath he couldn't see his fren any where any more...
then his father saw mahx... so jump in and search for his fren
bt he was no where to be found
so they report police
then da police group dive n find hiis body but cannot find

the next morning then da body float up itself
but da scary thing issh
da body de hand was like a mummy lyk tt... a cross on his chest
tight
and eyes opened looking up in terror

da night before, da victim's sister was in da room watching tv
then she saw his brother whole body wet wet walk out from his room
then she asked "why u whole body wet wet de"
he didn't replied...
he look at her for a while and walked away
da next morning,the sister then received a phone call that her brother died


THE END

Even though this is in Budok not Changi but this is scary enough lurhhx lorhhx
hahax...
So iie guess i'll try to avoid da waters...
but though...
somehow iie got a feeling iie needa stay close one of my fren...
somehow feel smth bad will happen...
oh well, we'll see how...

Dar dar said he'll lend miie hiis jaket...
iie wonder how am iie be able to get da jaket from hiimx nehhx?...
iie left Monday n Tuesday lurhhx...
Hope to be able to get it from hiimx...
coz i'm posertive tt with tt jaket i'll be able to slp realli well at night...
hahax...
and ofcoz iie will wash clean clean liiao then return hiimx dehhx...
muackx! dar dar i love you!

Juz now Qi Yi fainally making some senses lolx...
he said:
"i tot alot of wat u said and i tink i keep run n avoid oso useless"
"i would try to change myself but i tink it might nid a long time.."
"tis the last time i says about change myself"
"i dowan say for fun oni hope u can help in changin me ^^ "

well, since iie met hiimx...
guess i'm somehow fated to help hiimx out bahx...
iie know iie bewi 'mi xin'
but tt's how iie am...
hahax...
well, shall help out as much as iie can bahx... ^-^

Today entry long bahx...
guess more intresting right?
hahax...
enjoy reading~....

._iwillalwaysloveyou_.
[[_i'm ur's as long as u want miie_]]

Happi Birthday ChewPing

Friday, 27 July 2oo7

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEWPING MEII!
MY DARLING SISTAR!
1 YEAR OLDER LURHHX!!!

today's chewping's birthday wor~
iie go school and saw Firah gib CP present then remember...
iie was lyk "AIYA!"
lolx...
then kana nag abit by hui ying coz iie forgot...

sowi nehhx sistarz...
iie so forgetful...
u remember mine iie dun remember ur's...

then got home send her testimonia...
then lyk post lyk the post issh half of wad iie type lurhhx...
nvm...
iie shall post wad iie wanna gib her read here...
hahax...

Msg1

hey there!
XiaoKawaiiChioBuMei!!!

ur Kor and Jie here~
Wishing u a...
VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

see, we so good....
even though did forgot....=X
WAH NO!

we remember okay~...
hahax...
tt's why we're here aren't we?...
hahax...

[btw, da we refers to sw n tyco]

hahax...

happy tt we send u a combine BIRTHDAY msg?...
hahax...

sure happy right?...
dun 'am chio' over there...
want laught jui laught~

day u go make IC right?...

ai ya!...
ur photo sure kns dehhx...
y know y?...

Coz u real life cuter!
No photo can take down ur cuteness...
Only real life then can c ur stupidity n silliness...
opps...
hahax...
u heard wad i said~

u know wad iie meant...
it...
WAS TURE!

hahax...
i meant...it was ture about ur stupidity n silliness part...
knew u would B blured...
hahax...

Well,

on this very special day...
both of us shall bless u with all our blessing...

once a family, always a family...
[even though no papa n mama in this family]
XD

smile always!


Msg2

Yo Mei!

another Birthday msg 4 u lah
c u ke lian so pity u...
send u more~

see, we so good to u~
where's ur gratitude towards us?
hahax

no present but gt msg 4 u...
sowi wor...
ai ya!
know u won't mind de...
u this blur toot will get angry so easily deh meh?
hahax...

smile smile smile...
all u do is sit there reading this and smile...
dun 'am chio' lah~
say liao wan laught jui laught rite?
'am chio' 4 wad?
ki siao arz?
can laught dun wan laught...
it's ur birthday nehhx...
can laught jui GAN GAN LAUGHT TILL YOU DIE LAH!
hahax...

k lahx.
stop laughting.
here's da serious part...
even though i know u sure still smiling...
see see, u smile again...
serious lahx...
dun smile lurh...

k...
here goes...

HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO CHEWPING!
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO CHEWPING!
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO CHEWPING~~~~~
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOUUUUUUU~~~~

*PANG*
opps, glass break...
voice too high lurhhx
hahax...
glass u ownself use $$ fix harz...

bye bye~
XP

END

hahax...
cute rite?...
full of craps...
XP


Today's Intresting Stuff

Well, today iie dunno wad's intresting to type...
let's see...
all my motivation on typing intresting stuff issh from Qi Yi though...
coz...
well... hard to explain...
he's lyk habing so much trouble...
and well, da problem come from he's way of thinking...
abit crazy n silly...

yeah...
iie do dislike hiimx a bit bit...
but iie still regard hiimx as a fren...
do u guys regard ur enemy or someone u dislike as a fren?...
well, iie do...

lyk Kim Chuan...
iie hate hiimx as he's an Ass Hole~...
but, iie still regard hiimx as a fren...
tt's da funny part of miie...
regarding someone iie dislike as a fren...
hahax...

well, maybe coz to miie everyone deserved a second chance...
maybe more than a second chance...
coz lyk HX says...

Learn from ppl's mistake...
Life is to short to make it all on ur own...

tt juz simply says that human do make lots of mistakes...
and we shall learn from it as well as giving chances to those who make it...
they're helping u out in learning too isn't it?...
hahax...
and, as long as they learn their lesson, it's alright... right?
^-^

._iloveyou_.
[[_DarDar_]]

iie miss euu

Wednesday, 25 July 2oo7

1.12am

Sorry for not blogging for so long...
not internet sot then issh iie forgot or issh busy or issh tired so went slp...
might not be filling up those missing entires...
coz kinda lasy...
hahax...


Today woke up as usual...
Went school a bit earlier...
dunno why...
lolx..

Today FnN iie suddenly bewi guaii...
Do all her work...
then she so bad...
still nag so bloodly much...
Kns... shouldn't hab been so guaii...
Then Geo was guaii too...
Love da subject GEO but hate sitting beside Kiimx...
so si bei dehhx noisy...
he dun want study hiis pro still so noisy...

Then recess iie was reading teens...
nice nice~...
lolx...
but suay issh iie keep readin half way ppl wanna lend...
untill after school liiao also cannot finish da last few pages...
lolx...

During EL, Miss chee was trying to teach...
But no one was paying attention...
And no one did her work...
She was so sad...
So she decided not to teach...
Poor Miss chee...
lolx...
dun say them...
iie also haben finish my work...
=x

CME n bio was so sucky...
lolx...
dun realli lyk bio..
coz he keep wanting us to copy copy n copy...
we're not learning much this way..
why can't he be more lyk Miss Mo?... ><>

Interesting Stuff

Chat with some fren today...
Dug out some thoughts from my mind...
Humans use lies to cover pain...
Like miie...
iie always do~...
but it's not only miie da one doing tt...
a number of us are...
and u'll neber be able to notice tt ur bestfren/stead or someone close to u r troubled...
Coz they are continuously lying to themself tt they are alright...
well, tt's a good part of those lies...
it keep us going...
better than stopping down n crying...
hahax...

Accepting One's love is easy...
Accepting one's fate is not...
Do u agree?...

well, kinda ture...
tt's why humans are continuously lying to themself...
coz it's hard to accept some things tt happen...
even though it's da fact...

Well,
What suppose to be ur's will be ur's...
What's not, will never...

look at da brighter side~
Sadness always kill Happiness...
But happiness can do wOnDeRs...^-^

Love issh lyk life>...
Innocent and Cute in da begaining...
Sweet n Fun in da middle...
Sad n Unbearable in da end...

Agree Agree?...
^-^

._Daisuki_.
._Aishiteru_.
[[_Da Day That will neber be forgotten_]]
[[_Da Day That I've Always Love You_]]

[[_iie miss euu more n more with each passing days_]]

<-('v")-Jasmine Ng Shu Wei-("v')->

1.46am

no comment

Saturday, 21 July 2oo7

11.42pm


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI YI!
Zu ni tiian tiian kaii kaii xing xing!
Smile always!

Today woke up at 7am and went to Yishun MRT to meet CP, HuiYi n HuiYing...
As we have CIP...
reach there about 8.15am...
No one's there... iie tot iie was late so called CP...
She was on da bus...
So iie bought sweet and waited for them...
Then HuiYing came, followed by HuiYi then ChewPing's right after her...
YAY! iie was da first to reach~...
first time wor~....

Then went to Toa Payoh...
Reach lurhh then miie n HuiYi search for da place while ChewPing and HuiYing gone missing...
lolx...
We found da place first and ChewPing n HuiYing were no where to be found...
WAlk in da HUB again and saw Kim, Andy n WenQiang...
eeyer! so suay~....

Then walk out of da HUB again then saw CHewPing n HuiYing...
lolx...
wonder how they walk dehhx...
muz be so 'tan chi'...
being seduce by food~...
lolx...
Coz there got alot food dehhx...

Then walk around but only 7 of us, da Northlanders...
Wad da hell...
why only us?...
So we decided not to go in da end...
Went to toilet and get changed...
iie was da only one who brought silppers...
lolx...
so my bag was da heavies...
CP n HuiYi change da top into a shirt niia...
HuiYing wear school shoe...
iie was da only one to changed everything~
lolx..

So we walk around Toa Payoh...
so darn bored...
nth to do...
no where to go...
then we end up eating porridge together...
after porridge we stare at da big screem and it shows a small demo of Wang Xing Ling's song n Mi Lu Bing Songs...
Nice nehhx...
Mi Lu Bing dehhx song not bad...
hahax...

sad...
didn't get to meet dar dar...
Hao Xiang Ta oh~...
Coz he didn't hab enough slp that nite...
So today woke up and he had headache...
Take care wor dar dar..........

My life seems harder and harder to get past day by day...
Wonder why...
And wonder when will it get better...
i'm getting more n more tired of my life....
haiiz...

After that we went back yishun...
iie went home and put my bag as it was darn heavy...
Get another $10 from mommy as da stupid Ez-link card issh iie top up again dehhx...
so was left with $24
Went back to Yishun MRT and met up with them to go CCK...
Went there n do nth again...
Was so bored...

afterwards, followed CP walk in Comic connection...
Then HuiYi remind miie about ChengChin's Comic...
THANKS HUIYI!
Looked for ChengChin's comic...
Was scared tt there aren't any left...
was lucky that found da last one...
it's book 3 if i'm not wrong...
Well, will past to her on monday...
Hope it isn't too late...

Then CP n HuiYing go buy Movie ticket for Die Heart 0.4
Da 2nd time iie watch it...

tot can watch with dar dar as dar dar haben watch it yet...
oh well...
nvm bahhx...

Then was super duper cold...
>< even though got wear da jaket but still super cold...
guess da jakect issh to small lurhhx lahhx...
lolx..
Then came out and went toilet then went for lunch...
lolx...
Ate chicken rice...
Was super hungry~...
Then after that we took MRT home while ChewPing continue down to Orchard to meet her sis...
Got home,rest a while then call dar dar...
talk lyk 1min then hang up le...
haiiz...
mind fly again...
so decided to slp...

9pm plus then wake up...
aunt's fmaily at my house...
woke up, wash my face...
Ate an ice-cream even though sick...
as iie said...
iie dun realli care about my body...
shall die then...
hahax...

then uncle did buy chicken rice fer miie...
but see da chicken got blood dehhx iie lost appitited...
Then watch Alice Acadamy...
Untill aunt's family go home then mummy got home...
Then that's when iie got my dinner...

Rice with korean's beef...
Mommy say beef issh for ppl who's always scard of cold...
but not good for complexion... ><

then ate lurhhx continue watch Alice Acadamy...
My internet sot lurhhx lahhx...
Signal Strenght issh excellent but speed lyk move abit bit then stuck...
same goes to my er jie dehhx com...
wad issh my da jie doing to da internet narhhx...
Then my speed enough for watching niia...
Can't connet to msn...
siianz...
but if lucky sometime still can log in msn...

haiiz...

Getting more n more confuse...
Sometimes it lyk...
haiiz...
shall not say out bahx...
maybe it's better to be kept to myself...
even though there's so much in my mind...
but well, shall nt say it out...

dun bother asking too... ^-^



._tired of my life_.

._iloveyou_.
[[_so much that..._]]

1.22am

sick sick

Thurday, 19 July 2oo7

10.37pm

Today didn't went school again...
Morning mama wake miie up and iie wasn't feeling quite well...
Therefore went back to slp...

Woke up at 11plus...
watch Pita Ten untill Episode 22 then headache...
Therefore went to take a nap...

DarDar, 我好想你哦~!

Then slp half way CP called...
So chat a while...
Chat a bit then head start to hurt alot alot...
Then tummy abit weird weird then feel lyk volmite...
Maybe cause iie ate maggie mee for lunch... xP
We chat about da school new uniform for next year....
sounds fun...
but iie missed it...
eeyer!...
iie wanna see it too!...
><

Then about wad test iie miss and Mr Shaiful my form teacher sing as he join northland idol...
lolx...
Then about my da new teachers de dunno wad day dehhx photos...
lolx...
Then later iie buay ta han wanna volmite so we decided to hang up and let miie rest...

well, ChewPing's such a caring person!
hahax...
Thank ChewPing!

Therefore went back to slp...
Around 8pm plus mom woke miie up and ask miie to eat dinner...
Ate porridge...
Super yummy!
Dunno why porridge suddenly taste so yummy to miie...
Then late online...
Saw dar dar online too...
Super happi!
Left dar dar a msg knowing he's busy...
Then surf net net a while and watch tv...
Then watch da ghost show every tuesday 10pm dehhx...
Nice nice~...
but miss ending as iie was talking to dar online...
Well, IT'S WORTH IT!
chating to dar dar issh more important!

Then now blogging and reading ppl's blog...
Nth much to do...
A bit bored...
Then somemore surf till siao yuan super star dehhx blog...
x]
i'll link them fer euu all to see bahx...

dar dar busy with assignments...
Jia You Oh DarDar!
Kabatte yoz!
Diasukiyo Zutto!

Sometimes, iie juz felt so tired of giving in...
Why am iie always da one making da effort to make someone like miie...
And they can even say they dun feel da effort i'm putting in...
Yeah...
iie know being forgetful sux...
But iie can't help it either...
iie haven't be feeling well either...
Okay lurhhx...
Let's take this as plain excuses...
But for a comic n our sistership...
Zhi de mah?...

Sorry that iie forgotten...
Realli sorry that u'll hab to wait till next year for da stock...
my fault okay?...
i'm realli sorry lurhhx...
i'll try to help euu find again bahx...
haiiz....

._DiasukiyoZutto_.
[[_i will always love you_]]

11.29pm

wo hao aii nii!

Wednesday, 18 July 2oo7

12.26am

Elloz...
miie didn't go school today...

woke up around 10plus...
prepared then wait fer mama finish preparing...

Then head down to raffle's place to make IC...
Took da photo then to miie it's ugly lurhhx...
dun dare show ppl my IC lurhhx lahhx...
lolx...
like want smile dun smile dehhx face....
>< Then later got my thumb print left n right dehhx....
one issh chop chop da ink dehhx...
another issh scan by com dehhx... so ma fan...
Then later go back yishun while mummy head down to woodland...
Bought Mushroom Raman to eat and waffle and 3 breads....
ate da Raman and waffle and a bread then ate medi then tired juii go slp lurhhx...
Miss dar dar alot alot...
hao xiiang nii oh~...

Then wake up juii 10pm plus lurhhx...
surf net abit here n there then log in msn therefore left dar a msg...
when dar dar online again then we chat chat quite abit...
super happi when chat with hiimx...
found tt when chating with hiimx iie gave a realli big smile on my face...
lyk silly gal smiling to herself lyk tt...
lolx...

wo aii nii dar dar!

then later Qi yi talk to miie so iie replied...
talk to hiimx a bit lurhhx...
he dun seems so negative today...
well...
stay happi wor....


iie find myself a complicated person...
lolx...
why?...
how to say this nehhx...
can become good frens with enemy...
lolx...
have weird imaginations...
lolx...
then well...
alot lahhx...
even iie can't explain why iie am doing some stuff tt might make ppl confuse, angry or sad dehhx...
wad kind of human am iie nehhx?...
not a simple person lahhx...
so beware! x]

._waiting for da day where we could be free again_.
[[_i simply love you_]] so much!

12.41am

Bracelet!

Tuesday, 17 July 2oo7

1.05am

Today woke up late abit bit...
iie can't believe tt iie slept for so long lurhhx still so tired in da morning...

went school, had maths paper...
left da whole paper blank...
only question 5 any how guess...
haiiz...
iie not good in math lahhx...
my TCS not good...
haiiz...
stupid triangle!...

Then Took SS test after wards...
was like da last or second last to past up....
coz all answer long long dehhx..
lolx
maybe too much rubbish...
was an open book test though...

Then recess iie waited for mum to bring miie home...
as iie was sick...
then saw Goh Lee Lee so iie told myself "iie muz hab it back!"
then asked her for my bracelet back...
she asked fer a parent letter but heng my mom's coming down...
so iie told her to come lurhhx...

waited untill recess over then mom came lurhhx...
called goh lee lee and she said gib her a min...
waited fer almost 20 min but she's not here...
so asked a teacher n da general office ppl to look for her....
then found out she went for lesson...
FUCK!
made miie n my mom waited for so long...
mom hab to rush for work dehhx nehhx...
then got home ate porridge then went to see doc...
got an MC for tml...

then got home...
ate medi...
online a bit then slp lurhhx...
woke up then saw ppl talk to miie in msn but iie neber reply...
sorry...

then later played GUNZ with hx a while...
then watch anime after wards till dar dar online...

Saw hiimx online iie super happi....
Chat with hiimx a bit bit...
Sure feels hyper all of a sudden...
Darling iie love you!!!

then went to watch anime afterwards...
Then watch da anime Pita Ten at crunchyroll.com...[thx hx fer da intro]
it was cute lurhhx!
Episode 4 onward kinda funny here n there...
but still super cute!...
lolx...
then watch till forget time...
see clock niia then lyk "Alamak! 1am lurhhx!"
then internet a bit sot so iie was out of MSN...
didn't even realise it...
duii bu qii.... ><
then ate udon at evening juz now but hungry again so when mom coming home iie ask her buy mushroom raman....
my fav~!

miie juz eating medi and now a bit slpy....
gonna make IC tml...
lucky got MC...
then morning juii gotta go make lurhhx...
therefore i'm going to slp now...
throat started to pain lurhhx...
better rest now...

._iloveyou_.
[[_more then euu ever imagine_]]

5 years....
will we make it through?...

1.40am

Only Miie...

Monday, 16 July 2oo7

6.38pm

Today woke up at 5.30 lyk tt...
wanted to not come to school as iie am feeling unwell...
but changed my mind...
as iie heard tt there's test...

didn't went fer PE...
followed wee teng, hwee huang, eleena and xiiao wen around during PE...
as had totally nth to do...
Mr Low treat da 5 of us oreo...
Thx cher...

ate it even though i'm sick...
sometime iie juz hope iie can die...
iie realli dun gib a dam about my sickness...
somehow feel lyk i'm running out of reason to live on...
ate porrich for recess....

after recess, iie followed CP they all [accept CC] to 3ED outside...
then slowly iie saw more ppl gathered outside 3 NA...
Then there was a fight...
iie was so shock as iie see alot of ppl kicking one person only...
iie didn't know who was it then...
but iie am so scared and had a feeling tt it'll turn out bad...

when da ppl who hit tt guy scathed, iie saw tt guy was...
PETER!
my gan dii....
WAD Da HELL!
he was bleeding...
iie am so shock...
so worried...
so angry...
and so confuse...
wondering wad has cause this...
iie ask yong qiiang, why u beat hiimx as iie tot yong qiiang was beating hiim up too...
yong qiiang was angry and said he did not n walk a way...
so darn confuse...
then later on found out yong qiiang was kicking away those malay guys who issh kicking peter...
Sorry Yong Qiiang...
wu huii nii lurhhx...

then iie asked around who was beating peter...
ask quite a number of ppl about who beat peter and about wad happen...
so many different stories were made...
and so many different point of view...
tt heard from ket tt yuan laii he got join gan dunno 400+ dehhx lurhhx...
wad da hell...
ii've been hiis da jiie since Sec1 and iie still dunno...
he might be too short tempered or smth but to miie he's a bewi guaii dii lurhhx...
was a bit shock but well...
no wonder he's so naughty to teaches now a days...
haiiz...
xue huai lurhhx lahhx...
yuan laii he's under elwin since sec 2....
haiiz dotz....

Then Peter went to da Sec2 toilel...
alot ppl gather outside there trying to know wad's happening and how's peter...
alot of unhappy faces there too...
wee teng also kana hiit...
O.o ke liian... lolx...

Then so things juz went on lyk tt so iie went FnN late lurhhx...

Then later after FnN when iie got up to 3th floor with poh li, Pho Li went "WAH!"
and ran towards a crowd...
Wad da hell again...
this time shopia n a malay gall quarreling and lyk wanna fight lyk tt...
power sial...
gal nehhx...
then alot ppl pulling them away...
so da quarrel is over as Mr Shaiful came up...
everyone went back class so iie went to my GEO class...

school ends early at 1.25 instead of 2.00

met up with PureDevils n cheng chiin was ignoring miie again...
then later iie heard she said "da comic dehhx volume 3 finish lurhhx, iie cannot find it any more lurhhx."
then in my heart iie was thinking "is this why u r ignoring miie..."
"juz for a comic book?"
"wad am iie to u?... haiiz..."

iie started to hate my life more n more..
iie shall die man...
shall spoil my life and die!
die die die die die!
iie know it's childish to say die...
but no matter how childish or how small da situation issh....
all this means alot to miie and it's hurting miie more not u guys...

sometime iie do wonder...
wad am iie lurhhx...
juz a fool?...

my existence feel extra lurhhx...
iie hate this...

iie can only rely on myself...
when one's sad, habing someone to rely on issh surely so good...

but iie can no longer hab any lurhhx...

this sux... this sux....
this sux sux sux sux sux...

P.S: ChewPing cared about miie alot today...
guess it's due to my sickness bahx...
well...
Thanks a ton! ^-^

._it hurtz_.
[[_life sux_]]

Sunday, 15 July 2oo7

today woke up at 10 plus...
whole day internet has problem...
even my sister's complaining...
wad happen to da bloody internet man....
haiiz...
didn't talk much to hiimx today...
super sad...
but i'll get used to it...

today when internet's okay, mostly i'm playing da online game name GUNZ with hx...
yeap!
it's a guy fren...
but tt's da only thing iie can get my mind off all da silly thoughs and boringness...

Thx Hx from accompanying miie...

Sometimes...
iie realise...
when even i'm sad, lonely or hurt....
da only person iie can rely on...
was juz plain miie...

no one else...
there's no one iie can rely on...
usually, it use to be hiimx...
and atleast iie felt better knowing someone's there fer miie...
and he's da first one iie felt confident in tt he'll be there....
but seems lyk iie didn't treasure it, lost it and it's never coming back any more...
haiiz...
blame miie...

iie hate this....
maybe dying might be a better option...
so depress now...

._Depress_.
[[_crying_]]

7.02pm

Dead Sick

Saturday, 14 July 2oo7

2.23AM

Woke up at 10am in da morning...
Played nitendo DS till 11plus...
suddenly felt da urged to call dar dar...
called hiimx, da phone ring a few times, he probably still slping...
so iie hung up...

Then decided to ask mom weather later can go out with dar to east coast...
She said "you got money meh? dun wan lah~ next time mommy bring u go... u sick still wanna go?"
"guaii lahx... mama next week bring euu go hao lurhhx... okay?"
got a bit mad that iie wasn't allow...
but still iie did as told lurhhx...

dar miss called miie and so iie called hiimx back...
he juz woke up...
dar dar woke up dehhx voice n reactions so cute!!!
love you lots!

Then chat a while lyk untill 12 plus then we hang up...
miss hiixm...
then later iie find stuff to entertain myself n when he online we chat a bit niia then he went to watch anime...
enjoy ur anime! ^-^

Then iie keep finding stuff to entertain miie untill 4.25pm iie go bath and prepare go meet mom...
when iie finish preparing there's still quite some time left so iie took a short nap...

aren't feeling well since last nite...
my throat hurts da whole nite till iie wasn't able to slp peacefully....
wad da hell...
then plus flu and headach....
and now got dry cough....
flam are greenish...
hope it dosen't turn red...
if it does, i'm super dead meat...
last month almost whole month sick now coming da same thing again?...
wad da hell... plz dun...

then later er jie woke miie up and we went to meet mommy...
ate porridge...
then drink a bit ribina with her jie...

after that peii them go buy their stuff...
bought da sore troat n flu de sweet...
woke pretty well...
atleast iie am able to speak now...
lolx...
but nose still bloodly blocked...
argh! flu....

then got home online then chit chat here n there then later stupid intertnet connetion got prob...
so waited for it to get back to normal then online again n chat with dar dar a bit bit...
then now nth to do lurhhx so BLOG lurhhx...

._iloveyou_.
[[_Badly_]]

MuAcKiEs!!!


2.37am

i can fainally feel ur love once more....[=

Friday, 13 July 2oo7

11.56am


Today woke up as per normal...
Went school...
return CC her $5...
didn't help her buy her comic...
am sorry....

But she ignored miie da whole bloody fucking dam firday da 13 day!
wad da hell...
called her so darn many time...
"cheng chin... cheng chin. cheng chin! cheng chin cheng chin!!!"
all she do issh turn her backside at miie...
wad iie done siial...
heart hurts lurhhx...
stupid friday da 13!
why am iie da only one affected?...

then tap her shoulder call her also no use...
so moody no mood eat...
end up drinking water niia...

After school ask why she ignoring miie...
all she say is "不要烦我先!" with a du lan look...
wah... hurts miie...
so iie replied "okay...."
then waited a while...
no sign of huii yii...
so when home....

Got home...
online...
type a bit blog then slpy so go slp...
mom woke miie up around 8.45pm say she cooked curry lurhhx...
so iie woke up eat
MY FAV! JAP CURRY!
ONLY MY MOM KNOWS MIIE BEST!
YEAP!

then later watch da channle 8 9pm de show then after that use com lurhhx...
Chat with dar dar alot alot~
so happi...
he say tml if can we go east coast beach...
but iie gotta ask mom first...
but iie dun dare ask!!!
><
sobx...

wanna go without asking but dun feel right...
then wanna ask but scared later cannot go will feel more worst...
wanna lie say got other ppl going also but dun feel right...
wah!
headach...
><

._Disappointment fills my heart_.


._DarDar,iloveyou!_.
[[_you made my life meaningfull_]]
[[_you filled my life with colours_]]



Thurdays, 12 July 2oo7


Today woke up late...
Went school...
almost late but manage to reach in time...
then after school acturally wanna go cycling...
but in da end cancled...

as iie da com fixing guy, kumar coming over to fix my bloody com at around 5pm...

sorry CP wor...
coz after school at da canteen iie say "wad's da problem with that?"
and this kinda hurt euu rite?...
sorry nehhx...
was kinda weird that day....

got home bath and waited...
then that bloody ass called and say he will be coming late around 6 plus 7plus...
wah lao...
made us cancel out cycling...
lolx...
nvm lurhhx...

Then iie fall aslp...
7 plus he reach iie was slp...
but iie force myself up and open da door fer hiimx...
he help miie fix and say "it's juz shock circuit...
so he shock da wire a bit then it can be turn on~
YAY!
IIE MISS EUU BADLY TOO COM!

then da fee is $20...
but my mom didn't leave any money for miie to pay hiimx...
OMG!
so iie called my mom and she say she will transfer da money in lurhhx...

got my com back n chat chat with dar dar~
was so happi...
some part where we chat were rather super nice~....
i love euu darling!

._iie used to cry when iie think of euu_.
[[_now iie can smile while doing so_]]

*~iloveyou,darling~*
MuAcKiEs!!!



Wednesday, 11 July 2oo7

Today woke up as per normal...
went school...
study lurhhx...
hen guaii oh~...
miss dar dar badly lurhhx...

go school come home, slp...
then wake up... eat dinner...
watch channle 8 9pm de show then later juii slp lurhhx..

nth much happen today...


._everytime iie miss eu, tears roll down my face_.
[[_memories of euu n miie_]]



Tuesday, 10 July 2oo7

Today woke up as normal...
Went school and study lurhhx...

after school ChengChin got da Hip Hop dance...
So miie, CP, and huii yi decided to go cycling instead...
Went home and prepared...
da dog groomer didn't show up...
So iie called them and then they say they will come around 4pm plus...
Wad da hell...
lolx...
so iie decided to bring them down myself...

Leash them up and went out...
They were lyk mad dog...
so hyper active!
so iie ran along with them...
by da time we reach Blk221 da basket ball court near yishun library, they were lyk so freaking tired...
so bought mineral water and they drink half a bottle away!...
lolx...
so we continue our journey...
on da way saw pigeons and they were curious so iie bring them go chase da pigeons...
lolx!
they flew away ofcoz...
then we continue to go to da pet show lurhhx...
fanilly saw da pet shop but we needa cross da roads...
iie tot it was rather dangerous so iie carried them in both arms and cross da roads...
they were bloody heavy...
reach lurrh then past da aunty museli n chocho and went on to CP house...

when iie fanilly reach CP house iie was so bloody tired lurhhx...
then rest a while juii go eat lunch...
CP new bicycle is so freaking big!...
iie gotta tip toe dehhx...
lolx...
so iie took her dad's bicycle instead...
huii yii took her last time dehhx...
then we went for chicken rice at da coffee shop near CP house...
suay suay saw a Ang Sun Dong de uncle...
bloody suay...
lolx...
but ignored hiimx..
then cycle to Lower Selita there...

Was a bit lost in da begaining...
but manage to find our way there still...
ke liian de huii yii keep on 'lang ga' dehhx...
lolx...

Then reach lurhhx da place so windy!..
so shiock!
but there's juz one prob....
da blazing sun....
wad da hell...
but then a truck came by and park infront of our bicycle...
we wanna move our bicycle away but he say no nid...
then da truck so big that it became a shade for us...
Thanks so much uncle!

Then later when we crossing to da other side a car horn CP then CP scold "chee bye lah!"
coz she was shock iie guess...
so we went to da opposite and cycle by da road up hill and continued down by da road...
as we were cycling, we saw da guy stop by da road...
as we ride past he scolded us...
"blah blah blah BITCH! dunno how to cycle dun cycle! blah blah blah"
at first iie was shock why tt ah pek, age around his 40's were scolding us...
then iie tot becoz he moody then scold us...
so iie scold back...
"fuk lahx! ppl wan cycle ppl problem lahx!"

Then we continue cycling lurhhx...
when we reach CP house there dehhx mama shop, then she told miie why he lyk tt...
lolx...
then first thing in my mind...
tt ah pek childish lahhx...
juz becoz of a "chee bye" he stop there to scold us...
fuking ass hole...
lolx...

Then we stood at da blk scolding n cursing hiimx... lolx...
and partly talking about law...
lolx...

Then later stay at CP house a while then went home by bus...
Got home but cannot use com...
computer spoil...
dad ytd pluck in da his writing pad then da CPU when off...
wad da hell...

then so watch tv all tt lurhhx...
keep using mama HP sms hiimx iie miss hiimx all tt lurhhx...

tt's all for today...

._imisshiimx_.
[[_it hurts missing hiimx_]]

1.43am

blessed

Thursday, 12 July 2oo7

12.25pm

juz finish folding clothes and are here to blog a very very short post...
da days where iie didn't post will be blog up tml...
Today was a happi day mix with suay....
Last wake up, cannot find tie hair dehhx clip...
and alot more...
but da good things that happens sure pays up for da suays ones...

chat with dar dar juz now....
suddenly felt so bless...

and da bracelet...
iie talk to da teacher already...
SHE AGREED TO RETURN MIIE!
WOO HOO!
yay... thanks Mrs Goh

dar dar...
iie will not let any of ur xing si go to waste de...
i'll get it back...

i'm sorry iie didn't devote myself to euu in da past...
and took euu for granted...
i'm sorry...
iie will not let this happen again...

MuAcKiEs!
[[_i simply loves you_]]

p.s: [[_ _]] <--this patten is iie copy wirtted of hao kor's credit goes to hiimx...

._iloveyou_.

iloveyou n that's no lie

Monday, o9 July 2oo7

7.23pm

fuck lahhx!
iie blog hao lurhhx then making photo then accidentally delete away it lurhhx...
thx to iman lahhx...
fuck my life...
a so long de blog become so short...
all my hearts and confession...
fuk fuk fuk fuk fuk!

went school...
then PE lesson si bei suay...
why?...
call miie and ask...
iie si beii lasy to retype lorhhx...

then got home bath then meet PureDevils then go home...
new table come then blog then meet Nelson a guy who like my sis and also a primary school fren and also same age as my er jie dehhx...
met hiimx below my house...
he past miie my present...
thanks Nelson...
then mom came and fuking chase miie home leaving hiimx there...
chee bye lahhx...
ppl come all da way from sambawang by bicycle...
juz to past present then iie lyk tt...
feel si bei bad lurhhx...
iie know my blog alot valgur now...
coz iie fuking angry as iie hab to re type...

Dar dar...
iloveu...
alot alot...
that iie am willing to die fer euu...
euu dun feel it mahx?...

haiiz...
iie dun realli feel ur's either...
iie feel lyk dying...
i'm so unsure of ur thoughts and feelings now...
iie became more and more confuse...
being with euu...
patching up...
iie was happi...
but do iie still hab ur heart?...
iie dunno...
but iie swear...
u've always had mine....

Are euu afraid to love miie again?...
Or did we juz drifted apart?...
iie realli dunno...
haiiz...

da first bracelet euu gib miie,
i'll get it back...
even if it takes miie to beg n kneel down infront of da teacher infront of da public, iie will...
iie know it sounds crazy...
but iie wanna get it back...
real badly...

iie won't juz talk but no action...
iie will get it back!

DarDar, iie love euu!
[[_u're always on my mind_]]

No one knows how it turely hurts besides miie...

Blury Photo

da shirt~ nice?...

Da fake top earing...

when wearing...

Present from Nelson...

thanks Nelson!

from dar dar~

Thanks Dar Dar fer this beautiful present...
iie love euu!

07.07.07

Saturday, o7 July 2oo7

11.25am

Today woke up at 10 plus going 11...
First thing wake up go brush teeth and prepare myself...
Meeting dar dar, hao kor n bing later...
Prepare lurhhx then wanna get MRT card from er jie...
But she juz went out...
so called her then wanna take card from her...
Went downstair to look fer her...
Then suddenly iie heard my mom voice called miie...
OMG!...
mom's downstair with dad n er jie in da car...
wah!
then mom ask where iie going, why neber tell her...

why iie always dun tell her...
issh becoz iie was afraid that she'll say no...
so iie rather nt ask...

then iie told her where n who i'm going with...
she wasn't realli happi...
then er jie helped miie!
iie was so glad she help miie say "ai ya, since it's her birthday juii let her go lorhx"
WAH! xie xie nii er jie~
ai si nii lurhhx!

then mama face black black dehhx let miie go...
Dad then drive miie to Chong Pang to buy contacts then iie walk back to my house theredehhx bus stop juz read da bus stop and sit down niia then bus 969 come lurhhx...
so went up and sat down...
da 2nd last stop a month came up and sit infront of miie...
in her arms, carried a baby...
first thing in my mind when iie saw da baby was...
"SO CUTE!" ofcoz iie say that in my heart lahhx...
can't stop looking at da baby...
then later da baby keep looking at miie with a dazz look...
iie was lyk O.O
then da baby also O.O
lolx...
so cute...
after a while da baby look away then da mother played with it a while then let it sit down again...
da baby sit down a while niia then vomit a bit bit milk out
eeyer...
disgusting... >< Good part of habing a baby...
#1 da baby issh cute!
#2 fun to play with coz da giggling issh cute!
#3 a sense of responsibility of habing a baby...

Bad part of habing baby...
#1 split ur ass trying to push da baby out from ur bloody tummy...
#2 Da baby super noisy as it keep crying...
#3 muz stick to da baby almost 24/7
#4 need alot $$ for it's pamper and milk and tutu...
#5 super disgusting as it'll vomit milk and slaver will keep dripping....

but da cuteness alway made euu feel worth it...
lolx...

Then reach lurhhx saw hao siting there...
came down then he escort miie to Tampanise MRT and waited for Wee n Bing
Hao kor say they go ATM " an qian"[press money]
lolx...
So we waited...
Then iie also got top up card...
soon they came lurhhx...

Then we board da train...
sat down and chat a bit bit...
bing talk da most dehhx...
lolx...
good good... kill da silence...
hahax...

Then later they suddenly ask miie to close my eyes...
then dar say coz he hot wanna take out hiis jacket...
then iie was lyk O.o "er... orh...."
but iie find it kinda fish...
lyk they hiding smth from miie...
lolx...

reach lurhhx then we gey off lurhhx...
then walk to marina square....
has been very very cold since at da bus...
da bus driver ki siao.. on air corn so big...
somemore iie sit by da window...
leng si wo lurhhx...
then later go mrt also bewi leng...
blame who?... miie lahhx...
lolx...
dar dar did tell miie it's gonna be cold...

then bing was da first to spot that i'm cold...
lolx...
clever hiimx...
it used to be hiim who issh da first one to notice dehhx...
but iie guess...
some things do change sometimes... iie guess...
but iie denied lurhhx...
untill when at marina square lurhhx then buay ta han....
then let dar dar know...
then he ask Bing for da jacket back fer miie...
Thanks dar dar...

Went pizza hut to eat later on...
they order iie eat...
lolx...
they pay da bill...
thanks guys... alot for da mam mam~...
so later on went KBOX lurhhx...
it's SUPER DUPER DUPER COLD!
can diie...
X_X
wad's wrong with da air-corn man...
lolx...
then dar dar also cold...
duii bu qii dar dar...
dou shii wo bu hao...
neber bring jacket...
haii nii so cold...
Then sang quite a number of songs...
was realli enjoying ourself there...
da room issh big man iie tell euu...
lolx...
then bing go in da room niia hyper lyk siiao...
lolx...
then sang songs all that lurhhx...
then later went toilet and go back de shii hou almost lost...
lolx...
then later hao n bing go toilet and come back dehhx shii hou so cartoon siial...
Bing super cartoon...
stand at da door pretend cannot see us...
he's realli hyper today!
lolx...

then sing sing lurhhx...
6 plus dehhx shii hou da cake come unexpectedly...
iie was so surprise as iie dunno they will celebrate my birthday lyk tt...
was so happi...
almost cried but iie control...
hahax...
then later after da birthday song Dar dar went to take a silver small paper bag gib miie n say it was da present fer miie..
so tt's wad's they were hiding so long...
xie xie dar dar!

Then after my last song then iie go lurhhx...
my aunt waiting for miie outside da
KBOX mahx...
then dar dar send miie till near da exit then iie hug hiim and gave a peck on da lips and so good bye...

haiiz...
somehow..
iie feel that...
we might nt be able to go back to last time lurhx...
iie sure miss those days...

Meet aunt then go food court drink milo as iie was so cold that i'm shivering and my lips turn a bit greylish...
Then meet mom, da jie n er jie there then went dinner...
So yummy!
iie simply love MUSHROOM!
hahax...
then later went walk walk lurhhx...
went in a shop call in-base but da shirt de tag was IP ZONE
bought a purple shirt...
simply loves it!
hahax...
then after that went home lurhhx...

Got home bath n online a while...
super tired juii go slp lurhhx...


haiiz...
._imisshiimx_.
._imissthosedays_.

tears that i've been holding back so so long...
when can iie cry them out and neber let them exist again...



Sunday, 8 July 2oo7

today met fren at summerset and got my present...
a movie with dinner...
die heart 4.0 was super cool...
lolx...
BOOM! CLASH! FLY! BANG!
lolx...
dinner was spagatti...
then bough a mam mam...
wang wang in a winnie the pooh bottle...

can't concentrad blogging...
blog of ytd and tons of questions and stuff flash through my mind...
tears wanna flow but iie stopped it...
iie sure are getting used to controlling tears...

been trying to be lyk last time de miie...
but will this bring us closer...
haiiz...

will end here...




._ilovehiimx_. so much...
that i'm willing to die for hiimx juz to get da love back like before...

._ifhewannaleave_. i'm willing to...
let go of hiimx and let hiimx stays happi...

._iloveyou_.
this word...
is it so hard...
to say?...

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