07.07.07

Saturday, o7 July 2oo7

11.25am

Today woke up at 10 plus going 11...
First thing wake up go brush teeth and prepare myself...
Meeting dar dar, hao kor n bing later...
Prepare lurhhx then wanna get MRT card from er jie...
But she juz went out...
so called her then wanna take card from her...
Went downstair to look fer her...
Then suddenly iie heard my mom voice called miie...
OMG!...
mom's downstair with dad n er jie in da car...
wah!
then mom ask where iie going, why neber tell her...

why iie always dun tell her...
issh becoz iie was afraid that she'll say no...
so iie rather nt ask...

then iie told her where n who i'm going with...
she wasn't realli happi...
then er jie helped miie!
iie was so glad she help miie say "ai ya, since it's her birthday juii let her go lorhx"
WAH! xie xie nii er jie~
ai si nii lurhhx!

then mama face black black dehhx let miie go...
Dad then drive miie to Chong Pang to buy contacts then iie walk back to my house theredehhx bus stop juz read da bus stop and sit down niia then bus 969 come lurhhx...
so went up and sat down...
da 2nd last stop a month came up and sit infront of miie...
in her arms, carried a baby...
first thing in my mind when iie saw da baby was...
"SO CUTE!" ofcoz iie say that in my heart lahhx...
can't stop looking at da baby...
then later da baby keep looking at miie with a dazz look...
iie was lyk O.O
then da baby also O.O
lolx...
so cute...
after a while da baby look away then da mother played with it a while then let it sit down again...
da baby sit down a while niia then vomit a bit bit milk out
eeyer...
disgusting... >< Good part of habing a baby...
#1 da baby issh cute!
#2 fun to play with coz da giggling issh cute!
#3 a sense of responsibility of habing a baby...

Bad part of habing baby...
#1 split ur ass trying to push da baby out from ur bloody tummy...
#2 Da baby super noisy as it keep crying...
#3 muz stick to da baby almost 24/7
#4 need alot $$ for it's pamper and milk and tutu...
#5 super disgusting as it'll vomit milk and slaver will keep dripping....

but da cuteness alway made euu feel worth it...
lolx...

Then reach lurhhx saw hao siting there...
came down then he escort miie to Tampanise MRT and waited for Wee n Bing
Hao kor say they go ATM " an qian"[press money]
lolx...
So we waited...
Then iie also got top up card...
soon they came lurhhx...

Then we board da train...
sat down and chat a bit bit...
bing talk da most dehhx...
lolx...
good good... kill da silence...
hahax...

Then later they suddenly ask miie to close my eyes...
then dar say coz he hot wanna take out hiis jacket...
then iie was lyk O.o "er... orh...."
but iie find it kinda fish...
lyk they hiding smth from miie...
lolx...

reach lurhhx then we gey off lurhhx...
then walk to marina square....
has been very very cold since at da bus...
da bus driver ki siao.. on air corn so big...
somemore iie sit by da window...
leng si wo lurhhx...
then later go mrt also bewi leng...
blame who?... miie lahhx...
lolx...
dar dar did tell miie it's gonna be cold...

then bing was da first to spot that i'm cold...
lolx...
clever hiimx...
it used to be hiim who issh da first one to notice dehhx...
but iie guess...
some things do change sometimes... iie guess...
but iie denied lurhhx...
untill when at marina square lurhhx then buay ta han....
then let dar dar know...
then he ask Bing for da jacket back fer miie...
Thanks dar dar...

Went pizza hut to eat later on...
they order iie eat...
lolx...
they pay da bill...
thanks guys... alot for da mam mam~...
so later on went KBOX lurhhx...
it's SUPER DUPER DUPER COLD!
can diie...
X_X
wad's wrong with da air-corn man...
lolx...
then dar dar also cold...
duii bu qii dar dar...
dou shii wo bu hao...
neber bring jacket...
haii nii so cold...
Then sang quite a number of songs...
was realli enjoying ourself there...
da room issh big man iie tell euu...
lolx...
then bing go in da room niia hyper lyk siiao...
lolx...
then sang songs all that lurhhx...
then later went toilet and go back de shii hou almost lost...
lolx...
then later hao n bing go toilet and come back dehhx shii hou so cartoon siial...
Bing super cartoon...
stand at da door pretend cannot see us...
he's realli hyper today!
lolx...

then sing sing lurhhx...
6 plus dehhx shii hou da cake come unexpectedly...
iie was so surprise as iie dunno they will celebrate my birthday lyk tt...
was so happi...
almost cried but iie control...
hahax...
then later after da birthday song Dar dar went to take a silver small paper bag gib miie n say it was da present fer miie..
so tt's wad's they were hiding so long...
xie xie dar dar!

Then after my last song then iie go lurhhx...
my aunt waiting for miie outside da
KBOX mahx...
then dar dar send miie till near da exit then iie hug hiim and gave a peck on da lips and so good bye...

haiiz...
somehow..
iie feel that...
we might nt be able to go back to last time lurhx...
iie sure miss those days...

Meet aunt then go food court drink milo as iie was so cold that i'm shivering and my lips turn a bit greylish...
Then meet mom, da jie n er jie there then went dinner...
So yummy!
iie simply love MUSHROOM!
hahax...
then later went walk walk lurhhx...
went in a shop call in-base but da shirt de tag was IP ZONE
bought a purple shirt...
simply loves it!
hahax...
then after that went home lurhhx...

Got home bath n online a while...
super tired juii go slp lurhhx...


haiiz...
._imisshiimx_.
._imissthosedays_.

tears that i've been holding back so so long...
when can iie cry them out and neber let them exist again...



Sunday, 8 July 2oo7

today met fren at summerset and got my present...
a movie with dinner...
die heart 4.0 was super cool...
lolx...
BOOM! CLASH! FLY! BANG!
lolx...
dinner was spagatti...
then bough a mam mam...
wang wang in a winnie the pooh bottle...

can't concentrad blogging...
blog of ytd and tons of questions and stuff flash through my mind...
tears wanna flow but iie stopped it...
iie sure are getting used to controlling tears...

been trying to be lyk last time de miie...
but will this bring us closer...
haiiz...

will end here...




._ilovehiimx_. so much...
that i'm willing to die for hiimx juz to get da love back like before...

._ifhewannaleave_. i'm willing to...
let go of hiimx and let hiimx stays happi...

._iloveyou_.
this word...
is it so hard...
to say?...

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