Sunday, September 02, 2007

Dreams

Love

Ohaiyo!
iie juz woke up...
had a bad dream again...
about Wee n miie...

iie dream that he stead with another girl lurhhx...
and then iie was realli sad lurhhx...
yeah...
we break lurhhx...
but iie can't help feeling jealous n sad...
iie treid to win hiimx back but da girls always cuts in...

da dream started on miie being lost somewhere...
then iie wasn't feeling well and hiis house is da nearest...
so he brought miie pass da lake of red giant fish that eats human...
and da lake of giant frogs...
da lake in da middle has frozen ice...
and we use that path to slow glide quietly...
so that da monsters would not notice us...
when we fainally reach his house he gave miie a cup of water n his jaket...
he as miie to rest a while...
then iie saw his mother...
she was bewi kind...
and hiis sister saw miie then screem n go to hiis room...
then later as Wee n miie were talking happily dehhx shi hou...
Wee's new GF come out...
she was furious...
she scolded miie and wanted to chase miie out n accuse hiimx from timing her...
iie was angry n scolded her back n then still Wee was as kind n wen ru, ti tie...
he talk to her softly and say he'll send miie back when iie feel better...
then she angrily reply "u better do!"
and walk away...
iie felt realli sad...
iie kept trying to win hiimx back but that bloody ass keep watching and cutting in...
then when iie couldn't find hiimx...
iie went to his room door n open it up...
iie saw both of them we so darn close...
so iie left his house sobbing in tears....
then later iie reach my God Mom's shop n told her wad happen...
she told miie iie should go back n find hiimx and let hiims know how iie realli feel...
but then thinking of da scary path iie had to take....
if was realli scary...
then iie started crying again then my Gan Ma keep an wei wo...
but iie kept crying non stop...

then iie woke up from da dream lurhhx...

woke up n found pillow wet again...
tears were flowing again...
haiiz...
sad lurhhx...
heart hurts alot even though it's not real...
iie still feeling lyk crying now...

to miie, he's always a san liang, wen rou,ti tie,caring boyfren...
i've always sees hiimx as a very perfect boyfriend...
but miie n hiimx has no way to continue down together lurhhx...
iie rather he find someone else better than miie and are ablt to get in contact with easily...
so that their feelings would always grow n not fade...
no like a burden like miie...
i've always been a burden...
haiiz...
okay, now iie feel realli down...
lolx..
cause i'm realli is always troubling people...
and iie can't help it...
haiiz...
>.<

LoveLoveLove
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11.50pm

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