Princess Of Tears

how long hab i've been holding back tears...
iie dun wanna imagine...
yeah...
i'm a cry baby...
iie cry over little stuff...
but iie kept all da hard to hold tears, held back...
funny uhs...
i've been holding back these tears...
even though iie did cry it out alot 3months back...
but only for that months...

after that...
iie held them all...
and today...
iie finally cried a whole puddle of tears...
iie dun feel any better at all....

iie realli do miss hiimx.....
but that person juz happen to be there when iie needed someone...

iie feel lyk ending all this right now...
ending my life...
would it be easier...

why do iie hab to make things harder n harder for miie...

plz make miie smile when iie needed it...
plz dun make miie cry when iie dun wanna do so...
who would want to?..
but there this person who would...
and there's this person who wouldn't but did...

when iie was suppose to let go...
iie did not...
and when he came back...
someone else was there first...

aiis....
Let's rest for a while...
we'll settle things in 31 Oct.....

[[_4.36amOUT_]]

[[_5.26amBACK_]]

for a while...
thing start to take a turn...
oh well...
end of tears...
for the time being..

argh...
habing gastric pain since 2am...
oh well...
should get use to it...

but all things aren't solve yet...
it isn't that easy...
iie hope is would be though...
but it isn't...
someone...
save miie...
get miie out of here...
take my hand n run...

._SaveMiie_.