no different

iie hab nth to do...
so therefore came to blog...
iie dunno wad to blog about actually...
aiis...

slept at 5am last night...
woke up 7.10am then nv slp liiaos...
then use com n all...
then evening dunno wad time fell aslp again till 7pm plus?...
then use com again and played with HongXian n JJ...
aiis...
dunno wad's wrong with hiimx lahhx...
forget it...

iie dunno how iie can explain how's my life has been...
after thinking back...
wow...
it's chao...
hahas...
oh well, my life has never been any better any way...
thanks to this brainless head of mine...
hahas...
i'm use issh dumb plus stupid...
hahas...

iie realise life has always been unfair...
iie can never express my feeling properly...
always keep it suppress down in my heart...
it's suffocating miie...
even if iie do express it out to tt someone, they wouldn't understands...
coz humans are selfish...
everyone is in pain in different way, nt only miie...
everyone mostly see the pain of their own only...
as they can feel how terrible it is...
but the victim is not only one person but everyone...
life never goes as we plan nor how we wanted...
sometime we are force to do things we wouldn't wan to...
ppl are force to hurt someone...
and ppl are force to be hurt...
sometime hearts can lie...
even our own mind can be deceived...
wad we see and wad feel can sometime be a lie....
made by ourself...
ppl always lie to themself...
to get away from pain n not face the fact at all...
as the fact can sometime be too painful for one to accept...

enough of my nonsense...
buaiis...