Today i've been thinking alot again...
but iie suddenly understand why Hx said that it was for the best that we break...
iie guess...
it was all my fault after all...
iie was being unfair to hiimx all the way...
if iie were hiimx, i'll get tired of being hurt again again without making any complains...
i'm sorry...
truly sorry...

but iie somehow feel abit more relived...
iie dunno why...
i'm nt that pain anymore...
guess iie realli feel that iie deserved this?...
and realli understands why he said it was for the best...
iie hope he doesn't hate miie...
iie hope we still can be frens...
iie dun bare to lose hiimx, even as a fren, i'll be happy enough~

iie am sorry.