sorry for not blogging for a few days now.

i'm in contact with Wee aot now.
DAMN happy can?...
i'm so glad he decided to give us another chance...
i'll gib all i can to love hiim.
i've set my goal.
"To try my best till 1st NOV 2oo8."
if nth improves...
i'll quit...
i'll not bother euu any more...
but untill then...
i'll try my best.

Friday

Today ahPOH's birthday.
didnt went school.
iie msg WeeTeng and she didn't reply.
iie tot she was sleeping so therefore = to one go to school.
so iie went back to sleep.
untill she finally reply me around 7am plus...
but its too late le...
i'll be late for school.
therefore iie replied her tt iie would go to school nd explained myself.
and went back to sleep.
woke up at 10am and prepared.
meet pohli, pat, wenqiang at 12 plus.
then styled the guys hair and went to yishun mrt station.
met up with WeeTeng n Xiaowen.
Then see john wear formal, comming up the exculator.
DAMN COOL & SHUAII.
hahas.

took MRT and went to cityhall.
the sakae sushi buffet starts at 3pm.
we're early by half an hour.
so we went walk walk around untill times up.

we were the first goup to enter for sakae sushi.
damn nice!
iie ate till iie could nt stand straight and walk.
iie gotta hunch a little.
if not i'll feel like vomitting...
>.<
too filled.
ate 3 cha soba, 3 sakae chawamushi and alot other sushi
damn yummy.
that say complain next time dun wan eat this any more.
everytime eat untill lyk that.
but now think think...
IIE WANNA EAT SAKAE SUSHI BUFFEET AGAIN NEXT TIME!
hahas

after that we walk to marina there.
sat by the see, took pictures and talk.

WenQiang talk to me till iie cry.
he keep saying how bad iie am.
how much iie did nt try to be nice.
how lousy a person iie am...
haiis...

I TRIED MY BEST IN LIFE ALREADY ALRIGHTS.
i'm sorry for being lousy.
i'm sorry for being dumb.
i'm sorry for being bad.
i'm sorry alrights...
but iie know clearly, iie did my best to think of everyone.
iie tried my best to do things for ppl sake.
iie tried my best to make everyone around me happy.
sorry for not giving euu enough of what iie got.
i know i'm lousy at it..
but......
i've tried...
what else u wanna ask for?
i gave everything i got.
and its still not enough?...
i gave so much that it hurts...
sobs......

maybe i should stop thinking for myself.
iie should stop caring about my own feelings.
iie should just concentrade of other ppl feelings.
would that be enough now?....

it realli hurt damn much when he said that iie didnt care for others n all....
haiis...
it hurts...
it freaking hurts...
i hate hiimx the most.
I REALLI HATE HIM THE MOST!
he's damn bias...
SUPER BIAS!!!
hate hiimx...

after that my makeup run as iie cried.
iie did try my best to hold back my tears le...
sorry that iie didn't succes.

after that iie go toilet, wash face and remakeup.
after that go back n then we took lift up to the roof.
look at the sea view...
and it was beautiful.
iie wanna bring the one i love there.

either to that place or vivo there.
DAMN NICE!
think vivo's roof better.
BIGGER, QUIETER, DARKER, WINDIER much more ROMANTIC.
lols.

then took photos n all.
after that we went lots of place trying to buy 4bia dehhx ticket.
everyone's 16 le, accept for xiao wen...
wow, she's the youngest in our group.

even meet Miss Siva, our CHEM teacher and asked her for help.
But too bad,
ticket sold out...
sad.

so end up we went back PlazaSing n watch Wall-E.
DAMN cute.
love it!
"walll eeee" , "eeavaaa.", "dicrective"
lols.
kawaii desu nehhx.

after that juii go home le lurhhx.
then pat keep emo.
dunno for what fuck.
damn du lan.
iie rather iie talk to wall then talk to hiimx.

got home, got scolding but iie go hong mama.
then she okay le then iie go bath n all n slept
(=

any way, iie created a new blog.
hehe.
a secret blog.
its for someone dehhx.
hahas.
HaoKor's the only one who knows the link.
why?
iie dunno...
he's someone who i realli look up to for advice.
my brain is written: "he's a very nice person n a great kor."
hahas. ^-^

i'll end here.