i am juz miie

7.40PM

Oyasuminasai!
this morning iie chat on da phone with Andrew from 6.45 lyk tt till 8.30am...
he might not be so good in some ways but he sure is a good listener...
lolx...
and he's a realli good supporter and encourager...
lolx...
well...
iie dunno wad he told miie might work anot...
and iie know clearly iie dun hab the courage to do it...
lol...
iie juz plainly dun hab enough courage to face my problems...
iie have da courage to stand and stay on my feet...
even though iie might wobble around alot but atleast i'm still standing...
and juz by standing has already used up so much courage already...
iie barely hab any courage left to do anything else...
so far...
iie got Andrew's full support...
and a few online fren's support...
and maybe..
Mr Koh's?.. lolx...
well...
but that still barely enough for miie to walk one step forward....
it's not like iie dun hab enough support...
but becoz iie juz can't bring myself to walk one step forward...
iie hab tot of so much consequences and so much things that iie dunno how to bring myself to walk...
but if iie dun walk...
then i'll always be stuck at da same place same time...
and my life will be forever forzen there...
but iie had never done this before mahx...
i've always be that one waiting and working hard towards it but nt opening my mouth....
arrr...

well...
i'll try my best bahx...
to convince myself...
or is it letting go will be better?...

but...
now...
come to think of it...
if iie were him...
iie will neber be able to forget it...
and might nt even be able to forgive him...
if iie can think this way...
why do iie even deserved to be accepted by him again...

well...
things aren't wad they sees...
and that time iie explain it...
but iie know he juz can't understand and accepts it...
coz all he can feel that time was hurt and was totally covered by hurt that he cannot try to realli understand and listen bahx...
it's nt his fault any way...
iie cause him pain...
and guess...
maybe...
iie shouldn't deserved a second chance...
forget it...
maybe iie should juz gib up...
okayz then....
i've made up my mind....
we're juz remain as fren and slowly... try to get further from him...
it'll be better for him bahx...
even though i'll hurt alot alot...
but this is da only way he could find happiness again bahx...
aren't that wad u should do if u realli love someone...
for gib them happiness?...
if iie cannot gib him happiness then iie let him go to find his happiness bahx...
and maybe tt's all....

this is my decision then...
I've chosen...
and da only one who can make miie change this decision....
issh him...
but iie guess he won't and doesn't need to change it at all bahx...

then it's decided...

i'll up load two music video from naruto later...
da song issh meaning and nice...
lolx...
iie will type in da lyric and da meanings even though both are provided in da video....
but iie juz wanna type out da meaning for better view...
lolx...
so this entry issh gonna be a long one...
hahax
hope u enjoy ur stay...

Naruto ending 9







hitotsu hitotsu omoidaseba
subete wakatteita
ki ga shiteita no ni
iroaseta kotoba wa
boku no sugu soba ni oiteatta
kotaerotte nai yoru to
hitokireru nukumori to
toda sore dake wo kurikaeshi
boku wa ikiteiru
kono ryoute ni hakareteiru mono
toki no shizuku
sotto nigirishimete
wasureta kioku
nakushita kotoba
yeah, yeah [x2]
kono omoi wa...

Meaning of naruto 9th ending

One by One as i look back at my memories
i thought u knew everything
but i was a fool
faded words
were left right at my side
night without answer
rationing out the warmth
longing from afar
we juz kept repeating this cycle
that's why i am alive
what ever can be measured in these hands,
droplets of time
softly grasp them...
forgotten memories
lost words
yeah yeah [x2]
these thoughts are...




Naruto ending 11




dokomademo tsuzuku michi ni wa
ironna koto arunda ne?
tsyogari na kimi ga kyou wa
jiwaki goshi ni namida goe
donna yume oikaketekoko made kitan darou
wakaranaku nattani surukoto wabokuni datte arakara ne BABY
kimi ganamida no toki ni wa boku ga soba niirukara
hanaraba nare no youru datte boku ga soba ni iru kara
boku wa soba ni ir kawa

Meaning of Naruto ening 11

On the road that continues on forever
Lot of things happen, don't they?
You show your courage, but today
All i can hear is your crying voice beyond the roads
What dreams have you chased to get where you are now
Even i have time when i don't understand, BABY
Whenever you're in tears, i'm by your side
Even on night when we're apart, i'm by your side
i'm by your side


i hope u would stop miie in making this decision...
even though iie know u won't...