why?

o6 May 2oo7, Monday [2nd update]

12.22AM

juz now chat with chen wee...
begaining iie was feeling okayz...
but all he would answer was nth...
why is it so...
everytime when i'm trying so hard to reach out to him as a fren...
it juz go BOOM!
like it's imposible already....
like everytime iie tried so hard and then bad things happen...
dosjte?..
why is it so?...

are we not ment to be contact or be together any more...
do our faith ends here...
if we continue, even as a fren, hurtfull things will happen?...
ai yoz...
iie dun wanna think so much...
how iie hope iie can forget him..
but iie can't...
iie let go of da past...
let go of our relationship...
but why?...
even as a fren is also imposible...
iie dun get it....

Do our faith realli ends da min we broke up?...