it's killing miie

elloz
finally blogging after such a long time...
hahas...
haben been blogging as i dun realli hab the time...
yeah, i've been home, in front of the com...
but i'm too obsess with the game BlackAndWhite that's iie dun hab the time [x
pardon miie ppl...
iie juz love the game...
been replaying it for 5 time already....
haben even completed the game yet...
hahas...
but i'm thinking to replay again as there's minor problems here n there...
the game is about u being a god supporting ur village with all the surplies they need even offspring!
u will hab to fight other god for the whole island of ppl...
on the island, there's quite a number of village here n there...
and u'll hab ur own temple and so wadever...
hahas...
u will choose a creature in da first golden quest..
a cow, a o-rang-bu-tan or a tiger...
iie choose the moo moo cow...
it's darn cute lahhx...
iie made hiim into a holy cow in my last game...
but iie gotta delete the whole game and re-install it as there's an fatal error...
haiiz...
then now iie replay again, it became a ugly bony brown cow with sharp horn , teeth and even toungh...
eeyer!
iie wan my white with black spot dehhx moo moo cow~
sad...
now i'm trying to teach hiim good...
will he be able to turn back to good?
or will he stay evil?
watch out for the next notice then...
hahas...

okay...
this is for hao...
31th Oct will be the day iie gib the answer...
To Wee or to Panda shall iie go?....


i've been in the act of being a bad gurl...
like iie want to lyk tt...
yeah....
iie know i'm selfish for not letting hiim go in the first place n end up in this kind of state...
not even iie wanna see okayz...
that time iie lose hiim due to a terrible mistake...
then july we got back again but where unable to be as close as last time...
iie know iie didn't gib hiim enough time to recover from the pain iie gave hiimx...
iie know iie am selfish here to....
but i'm an attention seeker...
iie dun like to be alone nor to be left out...
when iie need hiimx, iie realli do....
BADLY!...
so, we end up breaking again in aug...
as iie felt our love is fading, iie gave up waiting...

and so iie found panda...
also my another ex...
he's been accompanying miie using games n on phone...
someone that iie can count on when iie needed someone there...

so as iie stayed home waiting, he accompany miie with games n phone...
and when tyco online, iie chat with tyco in msn... always the same thing...
same little words...

so end up gibing up...


and so here came panda n miie...
we always 'fight'...
hahas...
in words and in action...
he juz plain love to make miie angry then iie with start biting hiimx, tickkling hiimx, sit on his back crush hiim!
muahaha!
iie must admit...
it was fun lahhx...
but in da process, he did twist my hand here n there and "crack" it'll go...
but it wasn't always painful...
hahas...
so iie was alright with fighting with hiimx...
but only to hiimx...
other guys, iie dun hab the interest...
as iie know panda is a guy with no dirty thoughts, know hiimx for 3 years le lehhx..
not bewi long but not bewi short either...
so iie know i'm safe lahhx...
so flower start to bloom and,
TA DA!
WELCOME TO MY PORBLEM!


wee came back...
and here's panda too...
both an ex...

miie unable to forget panda since we broke up in sec two...
every single day of my life, when iie see panda, i'll get heart attacks...
and tt's for real...
iie remember telling CP about it too...
but forgot when was it...
someone that will easily make miie cry...
a man with words of torn...
=x

Wee, someone iie loved but gave up in waiting for his heart to come back...
and now he came back loving miie like how he used to and maybe even more!
iie know i've hurt hiims alots alots....
but can iie never hurt hiimx agiain?...

so, today will be the last day till tml...
iie got two event...
one, either to meet up Wee
two, meet panda they all to celetebrate my gan kor dehhx birthday...

so suay, why at this day?!?!
why must it be this day?!?!
that both hab event...
must iie say it as heng or suay?...
such coincident...

iie somehow feel like not choosing any...
iie would like to explain...
but it'll be so long...
hahas...

haiiz...
friend is the term iie wanna use on BOTH OF THEM...


we're still young...
so wad's the rush...
no matter who iie choose...
iie douth there'll be a forever...
so why dun juz wait?...
till we're older...

yeah...
tt's right...
hahas...


annd now iie think about it...
both of them are the only ex that has a special song with miie...
ding...@.@

oh well...
enough of my blogging...
the post has been so darn long...

think all euu want ppl...
those who wanna hate miie...
please do...
no one's stopping u...

those who dun, thank euu for ur understanding...