Today stayed home again...
being home is alway such a pain...
usually iie nth to do will day dream...
so, currently the only thing iie can't stop myself from day dreaming is about miie n hx...

now a day when ever iie felt pain...
and misses hiimx till iie gonna explode and breakdown...
ii'll feel abit hard to breath n take a deep deep breath again n again...
wonder did iie experience this kind of pain before...
i'm nt sure...
maybe iie did but forget le...
iie guess ever one did too...

every now and then when i'm blogging...
when i'm trying to think how to explain how iie feel...
i'll start to feel giddy and like iie can just fall aslp right here right now...
izzit becoz i'm too tired as my sleeping routine is unstable?...
maybe bahhs...

today actually wanna go joel house n li siao dehhx while studying there...
miss pepsi the doggy of joe house~
but Hx n edbert went his house study...
so nvm...
next time bahhs...

haiis, iie miss hx badly today...
i think i'm gonna die soon...
lolx...

ytd Wee approached miie n ask miie if iie love hiimx n if he's just a substitute for hx...
iie replied that iie can't say iie dun love hiimx nor can iie say iie love hiimx...
but iie feel realli realli happy with hiimx n am very thankful that iie have hiimx by my side...
sometime iie feel that iie might realli start to love hiimx but when ever iie recall of hx, iie feel sad n confused...
sometimes, iie tot iie needed more time so iie asked myself to relaxe and treasure hiimx before it's too late but sometime iie feel like it wouldn't change anything but iie dun wanna lose someone like hiimx again...

there's actually a few time when iie noticed that my hearts no longer with miie nor can it be with any one else as it's still with hx...
there's once iie forget what Wee said but it's regarding my heart...
iie pause for awhile n feel that it's empty inside and iie know just where it went to...
so iie hesitated awhile n think what iie can reply hiimx...
iie never felt this empty before...
haiis...
having sudden headache while writing this post...
wonder why...
almost gonna bang my head to the wall just now...
lolx, jk jk...

it's 12.55pm le...
iie better go sleep le...
tml got school and eng exams...

GAMBATTE EVERYONE!
GOOD LUCK!






P.S: credit to ChengChin, last time she make dehhx...
THANKS WOR.
still love this pic u made.
gt time make another one gib miie~
xD